* [s]tarrie[e] + [w]0rld[d] *

2006-01-31T02:27:00.000+08:00

it's 31st alr ..
ii'v officially n0e him* f0r a year.
many things happend ehhs .. g0od / bad
shant reali mention baa.
he* sent me naruto tdaes.. veh ha0kan ehhs.
iim DAMNstupid alrites.
he* sent me one jux now ..
ii fell aslp while he* said brb.
mine bro woke me up ask me t send him songs..
then ii was in totalBLUR state.
just nice he* was backs.
ii wanted t go watch d naruto episode ..
but accidentally clicked something nd d thing is GONE.
SO GONE can T.T
d file transfer for lyk 1hour+ lers..
mine god.
how STUPID can ii get ..
aniwae ii reali feel that this year ain't a g0od year for me.
hais.

went bai nian tdaes.
relatives came mine hse ..till quites lates
went over t relative's h0use.
then go t grandma's h0use.
quites boring ..
iim not in d ryte state of mind t blog.
till then~

2006-01-29T23:26:00.000+08:00

WHAT A NEW YEAR! ..

mine g0d laa can ~><
mine younger bro is sick; fever.
then ner go bai nian .
FIRST time laa can ..
oh mine tian(- -
it's SO DAMN BORING for me T.T
urps.
so ii just stayed home nd ROT!
kept EATING.
eat EAT e a t ..!
what the hell man ..
alr so DAMN FAT liaos . sure grow FATTER! ;c
sobs*

he* cord just now! :D
yes. ii miss him*
llols XD
31st coming alr!
1year 1year .. woots!
ii love boii*
hehes(x

shawn askie me t bl0g bouts him ;sbl laa ..
urps.
he wrote me a testi said that he is current CG
dniaos(- -
same as that hanhaw siahs!
SELF-PROCLAIM niahs.
WAKEup uu two!!
bish*

hope for tml t be betta !!
<33

dont uu noe, uu made mine dae(:

2006-01-27T00:34:00.000+08:00

d onli things ii bought.
iim BROKE!
nd ii tynk iim mad .. llols ;x
all d t0ps r fr0m esprit.
got necklace ; skirt ; nail p0lish.
getting new studs ..
blah blah(:
quite done with sh0ppg.

handed up dcnk ; nmm nd oopg.
WTF!
d quiz after oopg sucks big time..
ii did ALL wrongly, nd ii hate TMS(tasteMINEshyt).
he, is definately IRKSOME(- -
duhs.
had cmaths test.
OH MY TIAN ..
topic2 ii din go for lectures . noe nuts laa!
ii c0unted at MOST ii will get 1o when d paper is upon 2o.
PRAY that ii PASS!!!
please*
hehs ;x

iim SO DAMN f-ing tired ..
ner slp ydae rush OOPG.
din even have tym t study cmaths ~><
after sk0ol went sh0ppg with sijie ..nd shawn?
hur.
b0ught t0p nd necklace ..
BLAHs.
went h0me lyk 6?
my g0d.
shaggd t de max ..
mental block now . n0thing t bl0g le
BUAIs ;x

2006-01-25T00:51:00.000+08:00

iim rushing mine oopg proj.
FUCKit!
ii have SO MANY pr0js to hand in this week.
g0t al0t of tests TOOs.
nmm ; dcnk ; oopg pr0j.
cmaths nd jap test ..
WHAT THE HECK!
ain't it suppose t be slacker`ish since it's nearg CNY.
0h mine tian(- -
urps.

dye-d mine hair tdaes.
d bl0nde SO bl0nde can ..
d base is br0wn but n0t veh visible in pic.
YUPs(:

okies iim backs t pr0j.
II WANT FRI t COME; QUICK!
mine g0d ~><

p.s: jocelyn is singing on d fone now ..tsk` ;x
she askd me t mention that her singing is veh nice . llols

2006-01-21T18:59:00.000+08:00

WOW.
iim so backies from town ..
mine leg hurts lyk f*
llols ;x
now is SHOPPING SPREE for me!! :D
finally got d m0ney nd time t sh0p lers.

had nmm test tdaes!
OMG it suckd.
ii just h0pe ii pass can ..that's enuff alr
HURs (x

met up with cousin at orchard.
we went far east ; wisma nd taka.
ALOT of pepo ahs! ><~
walked f0r 6h0urs can ..
nd all ii got was lyk a top ; a b0ttom nd a nail p0lish.
whereas mine c0usin g0t 5t0ps ; 1b0ttom ; 3masks ; 1nail p0lish.
SO MUCH more than me . llols
ii should b going t bugis with karads; dee they all tml(:
UH HUHs!
nd ii hope t get more tops/bottoms.
mayb one more set of clothes then ii can get mine accessories.
earrings nd studs .. mayb a new necklace :D
oh yah!
ii need t get slippers/heels.
come t tynk of it ..ii can onli afford t get either one top/bottom.
HOHOs XD
ii tynk ii'l take pic of them after ii got everything((:
YUPs!
tues going t dye mine hair.
this tym real d laa!
b0okd app0intment alr ..hahas XD
thurs shud b g0ing t0wn with mine c0usin agains.
wanna get th0se ir0n-on thingy (:
hur

dont care bouts proj le laaaa ..
ani-o-how.
ii just wanna SLACK!
it's nearg CNY can ..
TP sucks ;x
llols.

till then! ..

2006-01-16T01:47:00.000+08:00

WANTs.
ii wanna get heels.
ii wanna get new skirt.
~~ii wanna get new top.~~
ii wanna get nail polish.
ii wanna get makeup nd nail polish remover.
ii wanna get 5 ear studs.
mayb a pair of new earring TOOs.
ii so wanna get mine hair DYE-d.
~~ii wanna get mine hair cut!~~
2 d0wn 7 more t go !!

YUPs.
so ii got mine hair cut.
nd ii got a new esprit top.
iim going shopping with sandii tml ..
nd iim gona dye mine hair on thurs(:
ii so hope all goes well for me.

iiso proj due tml . we'r so not done
jap ii done mine part nd sent t group members ler.
nmm nd oopg; ii can go nd die lerr ..
blah blah.
so that's bouts all(:

2006-01-14T13:16:00.000+08:00

ii seriously dont know what t blog ..
gees.
got back all mine term test papers.
okayss, t mine surprise ii pass ALL.
but all r STUPID results:

cmaths - 27.5/5o
oopg - 42/5o
iiso - 24/4o
dcnk - 46/5o

so extreme d results ryte.
gahx
cant b b0thered liaos ;so packd with pr0jects recently ..
ydae just handed up DCNK one.
ii stil got jap roleplay draft due tues.
iiso report dunoes when ..
oopg one aso.
URPs! ~><

ii wanna shopp; but iim lazy t go town ;ii wanna get heels.
ii wanna get new skirt.
ii wanna get new top.
ii wanna get nail polish.
ii wanna get makeup nd nail polish remover.
ii wanna get 5 ear studs.
mayb a pair of new earring TOOs.
nd ii so wanna get mine hair DYE-d.
ii wanna get mine hair cut tdaes!
(- -so many WANTs.

till then ..

2006-01-10T12:48:00.000+08:00

it's public hols tdaes.
nd it has been raining continuously man ~><
DAMN cold laa can ..
duhs ;

sk0ol was alrites on mon.
ii skippd two lectures agains ..
argh! save me man.
ii need t reali b studi0us!!
ii cant aff0rd t skip lectures anim0re laaa!! :c
urps.
aniwae ii got 18/2o for DCNK case study.
nd 'B' for mine IISO part1 proj ..
actuali iim quite happy ((:
ii reali hope it motivates me ..
gahx! T.T
tml sk0ol at 8am ..
ii kept tynkg of what tym t sleep.
ii reali wanna tok t him* but ii noe ii'l b DAMN shaggd.
urps ~><
dunoes lerr ..

ii wanna DIET; iim so fat laa!
argh.
but iim lazy ..
plus this kinda weather ..
HOW T GO JOG ! ;nermind.
gahx~
shall try t eat LESSS..

CNY is lyk coming !
ii need t get new clothes!
but ii haven been shopping for ages can ..
ii got mine boots t wear, but ii wanna get heels.
ii wanna get new top; skirts; jeans.
ii wanna wear pants!
ii mean can try laa ;although ii noe ii'l look DAMN noob..
hurs(x
ii wanna get mine hair dye-d.
blah blah..

urps.
this post veh meaningless siaa ..
DAMNstupid.
;shall end here then ..

ii love you*
ii love you*
ii love you*
ii reali love you*
till then ..
ii'l try not t sae t you* online/sms le.
((:

2006-01-06T23:16:00.000+08:00

HELLOs pepo.
it's been almost a week since ii last blogg.
nd sijie rmbrd that ii last blog on sunday!
hehs XD

let's see ..

o3o1o6
ii skipped mine first dcnk tutorial.
x= p0n agains ryte ..
ii heard that we change lecturer lers.
they sae n0t veh g0od? hmm ;hahas . sowii reali TOO tired can(- -
tsktsk`
there weren't ani Cmaths less0n this week .
OOPG suck big time.
ii hate d OOPG lecturer . he DAMN irks0me laa can
ii dont lyk him . kpk(kp kia) laa (- -
he's DAMN persistent..
so gay that ii so feel lyk slappg him.
EEKs!
ii so HATE it now cos of that TASTEmineSHYT lecturer..
ii'v l0st mine interest ..
ii was so enthu in lab; tut nd lect last sem.
BUT not animore .. YUPs
jap was alrites.
was askd t sit with gr0up members nd interact ..
veh n0rmal .

o4o1o6
there wasn't dcnk lab this week.
so no 8am for wednesday :D
hahas.
we skipped IISO lect AGAINs.
we rarely go man .. tsk`
there was OOPG on wed AGAINsT.T
damnIT.
ii so HATE him.
reali TASTEmineSHYT can ;nmm was OKAYs.
woobs(our tutor) was NICE ..
he kinda postponed dateline *thumbsUP
ian was irks0me; dun0es why got this kind uf EXDR.
aniwae ii jectd him, class pepo was happy ;YUPs.
skipped jap lect ..
ii psyco-d sandii NOT t go also .
since nich din go (x
heh hehs..
ii noe uu all realise ii keep skipping sk0ol ryte.
SOWII ii din noe it's SO MUCH laa can .
but reali CMI ;c
urps! so ii skippd 3times(- -

o5o1o6
din sleep nd went t sk0ol ..
OOPG lab was GAY as usual laa can . PUIIs*
it was d FIRST tym they wantd t go NMM lect,
but ii REALI din want t ;d lecturer just sits there nd read outs d slides(- -
shytHER yeah.
urps!
BUT we went in d end laa T.T
nd ii was feelg so PEK CHEK! kaos.
they sae wanna go in listen . in d end go in TALK!
waste mine tym laa ..SHYTit
went t TM t eat with them.
ii had mine FIRST kinderSURPRISE (x
hahas . not bad quite nice!
there was OOPG make-up lecture but din plann t go;
cos of that TASTEmineSHYT guy .
nd ii reali tynk that he l0ok lyk j0shua in s0me ways(- -
urps.
okays so ii wasn't planning t go ..
cos ii din sleep nd ii HATE that lecturer.
was planning t cabby home d . cos there's 3hours free in between
but in d end ii still went for d lecture nd it was PLAINboring
nermind, ii got mine attendance markd aniwae.
YUPs

o6o1o6
no lesson tdaes(:
cos 12 - 2pm we got some runing thingy.
we will b exempted from lessons ..
but our lessons are onli from 11-1pm.
YUPs ((:
so yaa, we went for d run.
it was OKAYs at first..
but ii was forced t run an extra r0und due t s0me irks0me girl.
can ii CURSE her?
ugh!
ii reali hate her laa can ..
nd so ii cried a lil' cos ii was reali so pissd nd exhausted.
THANKs sandii; uu were kinda there for me :D
it was ph0to-session after thats .
FINALLY ii have new pics(:
HOHOs.
went t eat se0ul garden !!
SO FULL lyk SHYT ..llols
ii so nice can . jiu will keep c0okg nd serving them
:D NICE-y me! heh
hanhaw has g0od skill 0f digging ICEcream.
his is NICE nd ROUND ((:
thanks t all d training while w0rkg in swensens .
HEHs
ii dont lyk shawn nd hanhaw laa can.
they dont dare eat spicy jiu throw t me T.T
urps!
alrites .. they ain't that bad laa
yvo; hanhaw; shawn did cook for me.
THANKs ahh shawn . cook with ur heart ryte
hanhaw aso ryte(- -
llols.
not bad laa ..
onli shawn one not reali cookd X=
hehs.
he betta not see this, if not iim DEAD XD
but iim appreciative!! reali*
llols

mine first kinder SURPRISE(: aniwae d toy suckd.

joy ; me ; sijie's hand

Co97 :D

so ACT CUTEs laa can .. haha

adels nd hanhaw

me nd joy XD

adels nd pam

me nd shawn(DUMB) hehs!

ICEcream; YUMMY* so round rytes! aniwae YAM rocks :D

newest fetish*

pressie b0ught by pam(: christmas gift; SWEET*

christmasGIFT; d guys b0ught us these. put HP d(: ke aii*

2006-01-01T13:38:00.000+08:00

it's 2oo6 alr.
let's sae bye t 2oo5 (:
everything that we can reminisce.
this is mine first p0st in 2oo6.
nd d first thing ii did was t wakie c0r him*
((:

ii wanna thank LOADs of pepo..
mine cherish`d which includes:
-
slacker`s; jocelyn; sijie; joanne; jiafeii; etc.
d BHSS guys(uu noe uu ALL rock mine w0rld :D)
him*
those hu were there for me when ii reali needed someone (:
-
many things happened in a year; b it happy or sad.
all these makes one grow up(:
alth0ugh ii hate gr0wing up ..
but ii learnt many things which ii didn't noe.
ii wish for 2oo6 t be a NICE nd HAPPY year.
ii wish for all t be HAPPY nd feel LOVEd.
ii wanna sae ..
ii reali love him*; f0ngss; peiis; sandii; joanne; jocelyn; sijie; jiafeii; nicole; bhss guys ..
d guys r SO superbly gentlemen.
chalet nd bbq; they paid for it ..
not onli that, they c0okd nd serve us f0od nd drinks.
HOW GOOD IS THAT?! omg(- -
hehs.
they r reali simply SO SO NICE<3
every 0utg with them will b filld with laughter; no fail.
d girls ..ROCK mine world TOOs(:
all d g0ssiping; heart-t-heart talks; crappg; plaeing ..
we nj0yd all t de fullest whenever we get outs.
joanne; ii noe her thru him*
she's always been veh nice; ALWAYs listeng t me.
we share probs nd ii LOVE her.
ii hope t meet up with her soon((: nd that she stay HAPPY
him*, ii shant sae much.
mine dearest boii; ii love him*
ii just hope things will b fine(:
we will continue t crap nd nj0y each others c0mpany..
our 1year crappg anniversary will b here soon!
hehs :D
t all d dears nd cherish`d ..
ii h0pe for all of uu t be HAPPY ((:
MISSes nd LOVEs<3
-BIG HIGs nd MUACKies!

this thing was taken fr0m joanne;

IF YOU'VE BEEN SINGLED OUT: Rules: Copy and paste the
questions to your site and answer them,
then pick five people whom you wish to be Singled Out.
Don't forget to tell them they've been Singled Out

YOU GET ONE WISH OF ANYTHING, WHAT WOULD YOU ASK FOR?
stay HAPPY.

WISH FOR 6 MORE WISHES.
o1. him* free from troubles/pr0bbies
o2. cherish`d t be ALWAYs happy
o3. b smarter nd pass ALL of d m0dules
o4. b abit richer x= ii wanna SHOP!
o5. ii dont wanna b FAT ;c hehs
o6. ii wanna go overseas with family/relatives/friends.

WHAT ANIMAL WOULD YOU BE?
none baa . if yes, d CUTEST nd LOVEd one :D

SOMETHING YOU WANT TO DO IN YOUR LIFE:
be a nice girl XD

ONE SONG YOU COULD LISTEN TO OVER AND OVER AGAIN:
tao ze - jiu shi ai ni

COKE OR PEPSI?
coke (:

SOMETHING YOU CURRENTLY DESIRE:
t get mine hair dye-d.

ONE GOOD DEED YOU'VE DONE LATELY:
ii m nice t him* ..can? llols

A FUNNY MOMENT IN YOUR LIFE:
urps. there's al0ts ler o.o

5 ppl to do: sandii; f0ngss; nic0le; j0celyn nd sarina ((:

2005-12-31T18:55:00.000+08:00

addidas perfume nd cookies;
these r pics of two of d pressies ii had for him*
((:
there's more actuali .. but ii dont have d pic uf those
\= ii was too rush t take a pic of those.
DUMBme ):
there was honey water; brownie; cookies; perfume nd card.
it was a heavy gift; heaviest one ii shud sae.
hehs x=
all these was put in a preci0us m0ment paper bag, PINK one.
sowii there was NO blue ones.
so ii took d c0l0ur that iiLIKE(x
he* doesn't mind aniwae so ..YAHs!
:D
that's bouts all for d pressie ii had for him*

2005-12-31T13:32:00.000+08:00

hellos pepo (:
d piggy me just wakie .. hehs
it was a LONG dae ydae ~><

d nite on 29th was accompanying him* on fone.
actuali it was midnite; so it's his* bdae alr ((:
it wasn't a veh happy one for him* though ..
hurs.
slept at 6am nd need t wakie at 9+ for CDS selecti0n.
need t meet up with p0ly fwens t g0 sk0ol take nmm proposal
T.T
s0 tired that ii just slept in bus . hehs
reachd sk0ol nd they alr t0ok d proposal for me.
we just slackd nd all ..

jiafeii came t join me.
sh0rt after, me nd jiafeii went t j0celyn's hse.
m0tive; bake br0wnie XD
her d0g's damn guai d can ..
that's d onli dog ii dare t t0uch or anithing.
we sang 'kb0x' at her h0use!
omg can(- -
she so RICH laa ..
her hse got th0se kb0x system . still use specialized rem0te
peng t de MAX rytes ..llols
jiu sing nd sing ahh((:
veh fun laa .
left her hse with her c0s she meetg up with her c0usin.

jiafeii came t mine hse.
it was a l0ng j0urney fr0m east c0ast t mine hse ..
she helpd me with d card.
but bf0r that we b0th had 0ur baths.
hurs, d weather was too HOT! ~><
urps.
ii did d card but ii din take a pic uf it..
wait f0r him* t take pic for me or scan in baa(:
ii have alr requested for it lers.
jiu veh last min of me x=
s0wii jiafeii ._."
hehes.

ohs.
was bathing when he* messaged t sae that he'l b meetg me.
see le jiu wanna die le can .. so SCARED s=
ughs! ~><
hahas ..
after we'r d0ne me nd jiafeii pr0ceeded t his* hse.
so damn anxious lerr ..
f0ngss nd jiafeii JIAYOUs* f0r me.
THANKs ehh(x

went t his* h0use d0wnstairs,
f0und a seat nd sat d0wn.
ii left d pressie s0mewhere that c0uld bl0ck me fr0m him*
yeahs x=
s0 that when we DAMN SHY then can hide ..
hahas . s0 th0ughtful of me x=
llols
he* was CJHK can!
but he* denied laa ..
blah blah ~
jiu super duper CUTEs(:
for further details please ask me.
heh!

went off nd t ECP for bbq.
alamak!
we walkd DAMN l0ng wae can ..
tsktsk`
walk till leg pain T.T
n0t many pepo were there then ..
saw f0ngss nd we just m0ved 0urselves t s0me place nd settled d0wn f0r chat.
nirezh was VEH nice t keep bringing us f0od nd drink(x
iim SO SUAY ii tynk; with water.
water just keep spilling on mine legs nd hands(- -
shyt it rytes \=
llols.
chao po bcum so thin!! veh HK toos((:
valen was alr drunk when ii reachd, heard that she had alr v0mitted umpteen tyms due t de c0ntinu0us drinkg of lyk mayb 1o b0ttles? HURs
saw wilmer; eli; jeremy; kamyew; jess; taibin; etc.
ii suddenli so miss kaii's chalet.
it was SO DAMN FUN for us XD
hehs.
they all drank but ii din \=
ii dont lyk beer ..SO BITTER!
nirezh; eli; chao po nd f0ngss keep tellg me it's NOT.
bluff d siahs.
whichever brand they offer me .. ii drink le jiu faster drink mine own(non-alcoholic)
TOO BAD laa! ii cant take bitter drinks.
llols
peiis nd sandii came(x
sandii finally came back fr0m her camp!
kaiis nd kianh0ng finally arrived after l0ng.
AHs~ >< there was n0 breezer f0r us.
so ii ended up n0t drinkg that nites..
hehs.
he* c0rd during 12+ .. was t0ld he* was w0rried
s0wii ahh, make uu w0rry(x hehs

went h0me with f0ngss at arnd 2+
was supp0sed t t0n but ii was t0o shaggd with all d LACK of BEAUTYsleep.
hurs(x
told peiis bouts me meetg him*
she screamd laa can ..nd went t hi-5 with all of d pepo \=
she was just TOO HAPPY nd ii dunoes why
hurs(:
but ii LOVE her laa can.
me nd f0ngss cabbed home nd all ..
c0rd him* 0n d wae w0kg h0me.
he* was slpg lers, still bluff me ner slp.
then sae just wakie,
ii said "yaa, just wakie ler.. ii c0rd nd wakie uu d ryte"
then he* said yaa .. -slaps-
tsktsk`
jiu blah blah ..

ii dunoes isit a nice dae but iim sure iim happy ii saw him*
nd he's reali CJHKDR! (:
hehs.
this p0st is DAMN long laa can.
oh yahs. ii want t thank every0ne hu made it p0ssible(x
esp jiafeii; j0celyn nd f0ngss! <3
ii tynk that's b0uts all ..
buaiis pepo(:

2005-12-29T11:17:00.000+08:00

*yawns
haven got a wink of slp ..
ii wanna sleep but ii cant sleep nd ii dunoes why.
hur.
what an ir0ny ..

ii wanna drink breezer on fri.
ii wanna drink lime; peach nd raspberry.
ii wanna drink all these 3 ..
iim a l0usy drinker .
mayb ii'l get drunk(:
hurs

ii miss peiis; fongss; sandii.
ii miss those heart-t-heart t0ks.
ii miss everything b0uts them ..
fr0m peiis being spastic;
t sandii being irks0me;
nd not t miss ..
f0ngss always sbl me nd wanna pinch me.
hur
ii reali miss .

tell me what's right when things are wrong.
tell me what t do when iim lost.
tell me h0w t fight f0r mine right when iim at d l0sing end.
nd ii only h0pe,
uu tellg me this all ain't true.

2005-12-28T14:40:00.000+08:00

seriously there's nothing much t blog
that's why ii hadn't been blogging.
HURs.

2612o5
ii went t reb0nd mine hair.
it's SO DAMN flat.
sat f0r lyk 5h0urs c0s d sal0on g0t l0ads uf pepo.
wait till ii wanna cry le.
cos ii did not eat anithing f0r d wh0le dae T.T
urps!
met up with sandii nd sarina f0r m0vie at plaza singg.
we watchd 'king k0ng' ..
it wasn't as nice as ii expectd.
ii din cry.
mayb ii expect t0o much fr0m d m0vie baa..
since every0ne was tellg me it's nice nd s0me cried.
HURs
b0ught nach0s nd breezer; YUMMY*

raspberry ; peach ; lime.

2712o5
did practically n0thing at h0me.
sleep nd tv was all ii did ii tynk.
stil n0t w0rryg b0uts mine HOLs assignment \=
urps.
so ME laa can~
discussd CDS with sandii ..
will b ch0osing d same as her((:
she'l b g0ne f0r camp on d 28th - 3oth.
will b seeing her 0n d bbq on 3oth.
g0na help her ch0ose her CDS since she'l b away (:
hurs.
take cares baa ..

he* said t make me sandwiches :D
we shall see lerr ~

2005-12-25T14:28:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE :D
d christmas tree in t0wn f0r every0ne? hahs! X=

hehs.
din reali go outs t celebrate ydae.
(:
met up with sandii nd jiafeii.
we went t n0vena t slack.
went united square's starbucks.
b0ught drinks nd chattd (x
ii had ice c0coa; sandi had ice vanilla latte; jiafeii had ice caramel.
sandii one was BITTER )x
jiafeii 0ne was alritey.
ii LOVE mine! :D
all ch0colate-y nd SWEET! hehs.

went t find peiis nd f0und peiwen w0rkg TOOs.
peii was l0okg spasticly.
X= hehs
went 0ff t n0vena(x
went t sit at d c0mf0rtable seat that burger king has ..
we were DAMN bl0atd but we cant just sit there ehhs.
ii went t buy fries(x
was eatg fries n0nchalant-ly.
nd ..ii saw his* k0r then him*
ii was SO SUPER sh0ckd can.
urps.
ii nearly died nd all ..kept shivering s=
dniaos(- -
n0t sh0rt n0t ugly . YUPs
he* insisted he* is sh0rt nd ii'l feel d0ts when ii see him*
that shud b what ii sae t him* d n0rs.
duhhs ~
but yaa, ii saw him*
((:
he* din see me th0ugh.
me; sandii nd jiafeii lyk w0kd pass calif0rnia thrice.
URPs.
he* din n0tice .. ll0ls
dunoes is g0od thing or n0ts baa ((:

on fone with him* till 5plus ydae.
ii so LOVE(x
he* sang for me l0ads uf s0ngs despite s0rethr0at.
HEHs :D
get well s0on nd drink m0re water ahhs ..
lalla`s ~ii reali cant wait f0r his* bdae(x
<3
-jiu shi ai ni-

2005-12-23T18:30:00.000+08:00

ydae was mine last paper.
met up with nic0le nd clique at TPY mos :D
urps.
as usual they were lates(- -
hurs, nermind..
went mos t eat XD
slackd there nd chattd .
there were me; peiis; fongss; nicole; dee; grace nd kaii.
peii ner go work(x
nd we went t kbox!
HOHOs.
received pressie from nicole, thanxie! :D
me nd f0ngss got d lamb, peiis nd sandii got d cat.
this was d cup(:

Jz came for awhile nd they went off..
kaii's gf(camel) came toos.
HURs
we acc0mpanied peiis till 9.
sat at stairs t chat ((:
kaii is irks0me, shi bu shi zhe yang jiang?
HOHOs
his k0u t0u can recently ..
he act lyk begger . peng t de MAX ahhs
~><

hurs.
went outs with sandii tdaes(:
it's her last paper tdaes ..
was suppose t g0 bugis nd taka initially.
but ii was TOO LAZY x=
HEHs
askd her mon then go ..
went j8 nd tpy tdaes(x
sandii b0ught a sh0rts at icelem0n tea.
got his* bdae d things.
we b0ught s0me CUTIE thingy f0r nic0le.
YUPs (x

2005-12-22T00:49:00.000+08:00

that's MINEbro :D
CUTEs ain't?
so NOT lyk now, although he's still cutes SOMETYMs.
llols x=
OHs. nd sandi saes he l0ok lyk small KINGKONG.
rofl.

nd that's him nd CHAO MENG.
OMG can ..just LOOK AT D DATE!
hahas . time flies ~
nd it's sucha jing dian pic.
llols
KE AII laaaa!~

2005-12-21T13:15:00.000+08:00

iim backies from skool.
3 papers down; 1 more t go ..
everyone is more slackerish.
just finishd bl0g-h0pping.
he* is sleepg.
nd here ii m bl0gging nd chatting away TOOs.

IISO is a killer as expected.
but iim STILL SAD! ><~
ii reali studied for it lerrs ..
ii mean, ii admit ii skippd IISO lects.
but ii did study for term test!
but ii just crappd mine wae thru d paper T.T
iim SO SO SO gona FLUNK it.
fail is alrites, but NOT flunk!
*cries
just h0pe ii d0nt score THAT badly.. s=

iim so gona go have mine BEAUTYsleep bfor studying for maths.
DONT CARE!
slacker`ish me lerr x=
HOHOs.
tml after papers meetg nic0le; peiis; f0ngss nd sandii!
argh ii miss them!! :D
hehs.

it's dexter's bdae tdaes.
ii accidentally f0und 0uts lyk while readg backs 0ld posts.
XD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!.
ii noe he wont see this.
nermind(:
ii shall just wish.
nd ii still reminded hanye0ng b0uts it .
dunoes he got wish him maa ..
HURs(x

take cares baa.
always fall sick.
noe uu wont see this though.
ii just wanna blog XD
lalla`s ~ii cant wait for ur bdae.
(x

2005-12-20T11:59:00.000+08:00

:D
since iim backies earli ii shall blog now.
HOHOs.
2 d0wn 2 m0re t go ..
JIAYOUs* ahh!!
next two papers more difficult baa.
cos lyk IISO ii noe NOTHING T.T
urps!
CMATHs1 hai hao onli l0hss..
d graph thingy nd l0g ii jitao normal.
reali need t study hard f0r th0se two.
h0pe can pass jiu ha0s(:
OOPG is manageable . just thats ii g0t a few careless mistakes
DCNK is EASY :D
surprisingly lerr ..
ii h0pe ii have no careless mistakes, since ii din check.
HEHs x=
j0celyn laa! sae ii do so fast she stress ~><
then ii do sl0wly in d end she go off faster than me.
wo jiu faster finish nd check that ii din miss out anithing jiu go outs
NOT THAT BAD still ((:
so h0ping that IISO nd CMATHs1 n0t that hard.
PRAYs*

ydae on f0ne with him* till 4+
OMG can ..
hahas . he* kinda sh0ckd ii said ii wanna go slp
b0ii ahs! ii tdaes 9 need t reach sk0ol.
llols X=
he* d0nt kn0w laaa, if n0t sure ask me g0 slp d.
he* s0 CUTEs ydae laa ..
so paiseh f0r him* but HEN KE AII XD
blah blah nd all ..
as usual we crapped.
HURs
he* din wish me g0od luck f0r tdaes paper ;c
nermind.
((:

OHs.
ii cabbd t sk0ol tdaes nor.
wakie at 7:4o when iim supposed t wakie at 7:oo.
hahas .
canot make it maa ..
but hai haos laa . once in a blue m0on (x
urps.
ii noe mine bl0g veh w0rd-y ahs, acc0rdg t sandi or j0celyn.
SOWII laa!
veh l0ng ner take pics le lehss (- -
later pepo sae ii act cutes/zi lian agains.
hahas XD
alritey~ it's tym f0r SLEEP.
nitenite<3
*mwahhhhhhhhhhs!

2005-12-19T12:01:00.000+08:00

m here t bl0g despite having OOPG paper laters.
ii SO HOPE it's easy.
esp File I/O nd exception handling.
cos ii reali onli noe how t memorise thats.
nd as f0r array,
h0pe d0nt have th0se diff d ~><
YUPs.

LUCKIEs* t all having term test alrites.
esp sandi,nich,lex,cheryl,grace,jiafeii,melda,Co97,etc!
w0rk hard nd sc0re well tgether baa!
JIAYOUs*
(x
HOLs will b lyk real soon.
for me, thurs is d end of term test (x
cant wait!
outg with slacker`s; friends; j0celyn!
havoc lers; plae till we DROP!
hahas XD
shud b t0nning at east coast on d 3oth :D
sandii shud b j0ining us after her camp.
nd we'l drink bakaradi breezer!
WOOTs!

these few weekdaes m sms-ing with him*
((: kai xin.
it's 19 tdaes.
11 more daes t his* bdae(:
iim quite anticipating.
c0s ii tynk iim a NICE girl XD
a veh nice one indeed ..
YUPs :D
that's what ii tynk laa . HEHs
wait till d tym c0mes(:

2005-12-16T20:32:00.000+08:00

it's d end uf week5 uf sk0ol.
which means next week is term test.
urps!
g0od nd bad thing baa ((:
g0od is that hols r SOON!
bad is that iim so NOT PREPARED!
lyk iim so gona flunk for IISO?
nd maths is lyk ..OKOK 0nli(- -
HURs.

hols will b lyk mass g0ing 0uts alm0st everydae.
WOOTs!.
reck0ned after thats will b quites br0ke sia ..
ll0ls (x
nermind, at least ii nj0yd!
HURs.
planning m0vie 0utg ..nd all
YAYness! XD
all d meetg 0uts with pepo ii miss nd l0ve.
crappg; plaeing; EVERYTHING! :D

ii miss slacker`s.
ii miss f0ngss nd peiis.
it's been SO DAMN LONG since we met up!
marina ; kb0x ; bbq.
YUPs.
nd nic0le TOOs.
w0nder h0w she's d0ing ..
wanna see her tummy XD
ii tynk that feelg is diff ehs?
HURs (:
miss them so .......

ii dunoes what's happening nd ii dun0es what t d0.
ii can d0 n0thing,
except f0r h0ping that he'l feel betta SOON.
so many things left unsaid t him* ..
HURs.
ii so d0nt lyk d feelg shar0ld is menti0nd.
ii so d0nt lyk t see him* n0t feelg g0od.
n0t 0nli that ii w0nt feel g0od either,
ii dun0es if he's actg alrites.
ii'd so rather he* be him*
what he's feelg nd everything ..
he* w0nt kn0w all these.
nd he* so w0nt kn0w that ..
just ani simple message fr0m him* w0uld just make mine dae.
only h0pe f0r him* t b fine nd feelg great (:

2005-12-12T14:18:00.000+08:00

it's the first dae of the week nd ii SO DONT LYK.
now is IISO lab.
SO DAMN SIANs.
aniwae shawn is beside me nd askie me t type that he is handsome(:
HURs.
sh0u bu niaos baa ..
aniwae hafidz is SO DAMN STUPID .
llols`
ariel, mine classmate.
he cor her length times breadth cos area.
AREA = ariel = length x breadth .
DAMN LAME laa can!! hahas
:D

slept DAMN lates ydae nd ner go for DCNK nd CMATHs lect
HURs.
always skip lect siahs . DAMN dots
)x
term test SOON, lyk next week!!
argh ...
nd ii noe nuts bout IISO laa!
iim so gona FLUNK it!
SHYT.
now is the handing up of IISO assignment.
DOTs
tml got DCNK case study nd got JAP language test.
T.T

urps.
end here ..
DAMN SIANs (- -!
SHAWN requests ii write his name .
YUPs

2005-12-12T03:23:00.000+08:00

URPs.
ii feel lyk blogging but ii'v got nothing t blog.
m on fone nd ii just finishd doing mine IISO
nd there he* is telling his bro what he should do in game.
tsk`
sh0u bu liaos .
an0ther week ..so fast ehhs
next week will be term test alr.
nd ii STILL noe NUTs bouts IISO s=
hurs.
wish me luck man.
alritey ..iim off`
nites<3

2005-12-10T00:25:00.000+08:00

HELLOs.
miss me? :D

handed up 3 assignments this week.
WOOTs!
SO DAMN HAPPY XD
but quite shagged ehhs ..
cos needa rush d assignments.
aniwae, it's OVER!
BIG BIG THANKs t him* hu acc0mpanied me :D
HEHs <3
now left IISO.
urps!
it's due m0n, but ii haven start YETs!
0h my tian(- -

met sandii at tpy.
went t taka t buy mine c0mic nd white eye shad0w.
met up with grace nd chee ee at PS.
(: had dinner at LJS.
WOOTs!
lyk it's been damn l0ng since ii ate that.
*YUMMY ~(x
hehs.
went t carref0ur t buy liqu0r.
met up with nich nd b0ught nach0s :D
CHICKEN LITTLE here we come !!
hehes .
ii br0ught b0ttle opener along!
so we d0nt need t open da0 yao si ..
LOLs (x
d m0vie is SUPA DUPA ULTRA EXTREMELY CUTEs!!
nd it's lyk "war uf d w0rlds"
hahas .
me nd nich kip saeing b0uts it.
d disappear part ; d aliens ..etc
it's just SO ke aii!.
kawaii neh.

after m0vie went ARCADE (x
HOHOs.
plaed d basketball machine AGAINs.
iim LOVING it!
so DAMN tiring ..llols
but this tym we dont have hi-sc0re.
cos no JUN JIE!! T.T
llols.
me sandii shall go back with junjie somedae t break rec0rd!
YEAHs! :D

reddy face US!

last but n0t least ..NICH :D

2005-12-06T01:49:00.000+08:00

T.T
ii SO HATE SKOOL.
ii SO HATE ASSIGNMENTs!

ii finishd typing 0uts what iim g0na sae f0r mine jap presentation tml.
BUT ii HATE it!
c0s ii haven mem0rize YETs ~><
t0rtur0us lyfe!!
oh my tian (- -
qu si baaaaa !..

iim SO NOT done with NMM.
left 1 mainpage nd 2 subpage designs.
nd there's pr0posal NOT done ..
*GOSH ><`
so HATE so HATE!
lucki iim done with OOPG .
nd after all these .. there's still IISO
damn irks0me siahs.
bu xi huan laaaaaaaaa!
ii wan MINE HOLs.

term test timetable outs.
mine exams from 19 - 22dec.
HOLs from 22dec - 2 jan
ONLI 1o DAEs!
T.T
nermind, betta than NONE.
gian peng me X=
HURs

2005-12-04T04:08:00.000+08:00

HEYohs pepo. (x

urps.
LONG dae tdaes man ~><
wakie lates f0r 3omins c0s slept at 5+ d dae bf0r.
nd ii had t wakie at 7 but wakie at 7:3o .
HEHs.
but still, ii managed t reach sk0ol in tym (x
lyk it's sat .. why w0uld ii need t g0 sk0ol?
cos ii'v had g0t NE f0rum.
it's SO EARLI laa can!
nd the veh veh veh WORST part is that it's SO DAMN BORING!
(- -
there were tonnes of pepo laaaa ..
we had t lyk sit on stairs . ll0ls
r0y's fwen NOT BAD ahhs (x
rang wei gei wo . c0s ii wearg skirt maa
he l0ok quites ke aii x=
HEHs.
nich j0ind me ..nd blahh
crappd LOADs with r0y's fwen . ll0ls
nd ii saw CG; SO DAMN paiseh can.
STUPID sandii ..tsk`

went off with sandii.
j0shua askd us t g0 marybr0wn.
was 0kay at first but din wanna g0 c0s s0me uu-n0e-hu went.
YUPs (x
d0nt xh her laa ..tsk`
j0shua was actuali with me nich nd sandii ..
but he went 0ff t find that uu-n0e-hu's grp as he felt guilty.
HURs.
aniwae j0shua was lyk saeing in a VEH c0nvincing t0ne that 's' AS(act sh0u) with him nd that is she add him d .
ll0ls.
urps, s0 pengg laa can ..
went opp sk0ol t eat then we pr0ceeded t t0wn (x

there were lyk TONNes uf survey;d0nation thingy going on.
OH MY TIAN can.
me nd sandii reali bei tahan siahs!
(- -Z
it was lyk a few steps nd s0me0ne appr0aches uu.
tsk`
DAMN dumb laa can .
nd t tynk ii was BROKE (- -
if ii had d m0ney ii'd at least d0nate a lil but d m0ney's f0r mine c0mic X=
urps.
went t taka t take pics nd pr0ceeded t esplanade.
t0ok LOADs of br0chures ..
lyk DAMN n0ob . ll0ls

sandii came t mine h0use nd yaa ..
helpd me check mine java nd help me run d testApp.
HEHs (x
thanks t her it was d0ne laa ..
urps.
nd she sh0wd me d guide t d0ing mine nmm (:

t0ok bus t g0 serena's bbq.
yvo; sijie nd j0y went t fetch us at s0me stairs.
n0t badd baa?
QUITE fun ii suppose (x
hurs.
ate nd plaed baa ..
han haw FINALLY went t s0me event we had after sk0ol (x
llols.
nd he br0ught his girlfriend ..
tsk`
barbequed nd plaed ..blah blah`
they b0ught ONE BIG JAR of abs0lute v0dka for us.
they drank lyk mad . llols
we sang bdae s0ng nd it's lyk SO FAST.
hahas . it's d first tym we sang so fast.
it's so weird .. urps.
after everything jiu take bus h0me ((:

2005-12-02T00:54:00.000+08:00

HELLOs pepo.
hmms .. ii haven't been blogging
urps.
tml n0 sk0ol (x
CHEERios* heh!

tdaes sk0ol at 8 AGAINs.
SO DAMN shaggd ..
din t0k t him* 0n f0ne f0r lyk 2 daes alr.
YUPs
c0mpared t 0ther m0dules, ii like OOPG m0re.
definately man ~><
met up with sandii nd she passed me her Dcam nd c0l0ur pencils.
went t0wn with j0y; steph nd pam (x
went 0rchard library wantg t lend b0oks regardg esplanade.
but t n0 avail.
urps.
but j0y g0t her interi0r design 0nes .
they'r HEAVY can (- -
we went t th0se BIGGY sh0ps nd sell things lyk sp0tlight.
ROCKs can (x
me nd j0y b0ught s0me ir0n on thingy.
ii alr iron-d it on mine skirt nd m LOVING it (x
HEHs!
ii went kin0 nd b0ught c0mic TOOs :D
see d star*

went back h0me nd slept.
urps.
d new maid is here .
she l0oks cheena ..nd mine mum t0ld me she's y0ung
ii tynk it's veh p0or thing t be maid?
ii mean, yahh?
having t leave their h0me;c0untry nd blahh ..
urps.

alrites ii shall end here.
STILL, there's n0 sk0ol tml ((:
HURs.
nitenite all <3

2005-11-29T23:15:00.000+08:00

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

2005-11-28T23:12:00.000+08:00

urps.
sandii saes ii dont kip updating mine blog.
ii did laa can! ..
HURs (x

ii slept at 4:3o am nd needa wakie at 7+ nearg 8.
urps!
he* damn dumb laa can.
ner slp f0r 2 daes laa ..
ALL cos uf GAMEs.
tsk`
nd lyk he* g0t sk0ol at 8am tdaes.
he* din slp at all, f0r lyk 2 daes(- -
h0w IRKSOME is he* ..
urps!

sk0ol is BORING; all lectures tdaes.
happening in LT b0uts kenneth ~><
urps.
met sandii after sk0ol t c0me mine h0use.
SO SUAY SIAHs!
mine bl0ck d lift br0ke d0wn(- -Z
we had t climb 14 st0reys.
EEKs! s=
she came mine hse t print jap d pics ..
discuss-d s0me jap; nmm nd oopg.
then EAT!
then she went h0me..
ii slept till9+ nd 0nline till n0w.
did mine DCNK nd OOPG tut0rials bf0r c0ming t bl0g.
YUPs.

ii g0t 4 assignments due next week; which is week5.
nd week6 is exams alr T.T
0h g0sh!.

2005-11-27T01:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY t MINE jiemeii ting (x
chng gek theng that is.
HEHs.
guess she w0nt b able t see this, but NERMIND.
h0pe uu nj0y ya dae ehhs ..
miss her SO MUCH can (x
she 0we me 3 DATEs!
HEHs.
h0pe t g0 kb0x(unplugg) s0on with her.
((:
stay pretty nd LOUD! llols.

rottd at h0me just lyk d usual weekends.
n0 idea what iim g0na do tml TOOs.
urps.
did n0thing but online; eat; tv; ps2.
plaed online pool with roy.
he's SO SUAY laa can ..p0or thing
TSK`
his rating was 13oo+ nd mine 12oo+
after we plaed, his rating nd mine xchanged X=
llols.
his white ball went in for lyk LOADs uf tyms laa.
0ff f0rm siaa ..
but lucki laa, if n0t iim DEAD.
HEHs (x
he's pro in (real lyfe)p0ol laa.
same g0es f0r hafidz.
hafidz is GOD in p0ol laa ..
his reb0und ball nd angle damn accurate ehhs.
but still there's tyms where he'l b 0ff f0rm ..
llols.

dr0ppd a testim0nial f0r him* tdaes
(:
ain't ii NICE, HURs.
he d0nt lyk me always menti0ning uf CG.
urps.
s0wii iim huai ren ><`
CG's n0t mine CG anim0re ..
YUPs.
alth0ugh he's stil HK.
but he's n0t c0rd mine CG lers. (:

2005-11-26T01:12:00.000+08:00

:D
it's j0y's bdae ydae!.
HAPPY BELATED BDAE ;D
urps.

gave j0y her card nd c0okies alr (x

celebrated her bdae with her after sk0ol.
((:
we went swensens f0r cake nd ended up having meal.
in d end j0y treated us ><`
urps.
we t0ok LOADs nd LOADs uf pics ..
tsk tsk`

that's lyk mine bel0ved classmates (x
iiLOVEj0y.

ii g0t mine specs ydae (x

w0re specs t sk0ol tdaes.
l0okg DAMN nerdy ..

this pic was edited by j0y.
they t0ok mine specs nd plae TOOs ((:
ii tynk ii d0nt reali suit laa ..
HURs

that's shawn.

that's j0y.

went t0ok ne0print after thats.
nd lyk we took FOUR times.
ain't we MAD?!
HURs (x
smile till wana die le siahs.
HEHs.

went 0ff ab0uts 5 .
met up with sandii at sk0ol bus st0p.
came t mine h0use.
ii wantd t get jacket nd change t sh0es instead uf wearg slippers.
sandii is IRKSOME(- -
she ate bread in mine h0use nd she put d c0okies ii made in d bread with cheese nd th0se with peanut butter nd ate them tgether. ><~
lyk h0w IRKSOME she is laa !!
( sandii ii rmbrd t bl0g b0uts it ((x )

went 0ff t meet grace; chee ee nd sarina at PS.
we wana watch harry ..
HURs.
b0ught drinks fr0m carref0ur.
requestd chee ee t help me buy liqu0r (x

it t0ok me nd grace GREAT eff0rt t have that opend!
lyk, YAHs ~><
s0 pengg laa can .
TSK`
but it's w0rth it laa ..
NICE (x
mine face feel bit warm after drinkg.
sarina sae lyk just put make up.
ll0l`s.

urps.
that's b0uts all ..
nd s0wii b0ii, ydae fell aslp.
(:

2005-11-23T01:39:00.000+08:00

urps.
SOWII pepo, iim so LAZY t bl0gg.
iim ever LAZIER t upl0ad pics.
make do with this post baa s=
it's d same r0utine alm0st every week uu see ><`
ii rmbrd ii wanna bl0g smth b0uts sandii.
but ii ferg0t what is it ..
so nermind.
there's make up lecture f0r OOPG this thurs T.T
supp0sed-ly end at 12 n0w end at 3.
alamak ehs(- -!
j0y's bdae 0n fri.
HURs.
n0thing much.
ii have n0t d0ne mine NMM tut .
ii SO hate sk0ol, ii swear T.T
hais ..
g0t 2 c0ntacts fr0m pepo uf d jap tut.
urps.
it's c0ld recently ~><
AHs. watchd `just lyk heaven` tdaes ..
n0t as nice as ii expectd.
but n0t bad TOOs (:
YEAHs.
g0ne t do mine NMM nd iim gone.
buais pepo.
n0ites <3

2005-11-20T11:35:00.000+08:00

MORN pepo ((:
urps.
ii SHOULD b sound asleep n0w (- -
since ydae ii slept at 6:19am ..
d dae bf0r ydae as0 slept at 6+ nd wakie at 12+.
><`
it's lyk ii cant slp m0re than 6h0urs?
but ii had aftern0on nap t make up f0r it.
(:

n0thing special happend during d weekends actuali.
tym passing s0 fast.
this c0ming week is week3 uf sk0ol.
it's always this fast that ii d0nt realise it's exams SOON toos
urps.
lyk ii'v g0t NMM nd OOPG assignment 0n hand.
this term is sh0rtend by a WEEK.
that 0ne week is s0 preci0us laa can (- -
n0w that it's sh0rtend,
it means that ii'v lesser tym t finish 0ff mine pr0js
nd lesser tym t slack x=
HURs.
s0 ii guess ii sh0uld start 0n mine pr0js SOON.
0r mayb at least plan what ii sh0uld d0 yaa ~
((:

ii w0nt b dye-ing mine hair till d next HOLs.
which is smth lyk after new year? ii tynk so.
mine mum said mine hair end's sp0ilt (- -
ALL c0s uf d bleach-ing.
TSK`
laters g0na g0 make c0ntact lenses (x
mayb ii shud c0nsider specs TOOs.
but ii n0e ii w0uldn't wear it t sk0ol often.
it's m0re uf FOR FUN.
s0 ii dun0es sh0uld ii make a new 0ne ><`
it's a waste uf m0ney ..s=
tues iim g0ing m0vie with jiafeii.
`Just Like Heaven` (x
iim SO gona watch it.
at yishun siahs.
c0s 0nli there have 7pm d sh0w,
since me nd jiafeii end at 4pm (:
cant wait ><`

HE is clever.
s0 studi0us uf him*
(:
he's g0t FULL-MARKs f0r his exams.
GPA 4.0
lyk w0w laa ~
ii bet ii will ner get it siahs.
HURs (:
happy f0r him*
c0s it's d first tym he's studi0us.
nd his eff0rt did pay 0ff (x
veh p0or thing uf him* ydae.
he's g0t a new c0m nd he kinda screwd it up s=
d c0mputer's CD-drive g0t pr0b.
TSK`
that made him* l0w-m0rale.
s0 persistent 0n s0lving d pr0b nd din wanna slp.
s0 being d g0od girl ii acc him*
((:
he's t0o parani0d b0uts d thingy.
nd he faild t realise that actuali things r SO simple.

2005-11-19T01:56:00.000+08:00

urps.
met an eccentric guy while waitg f0r bus t g0 sk0ol
(- -!
s0 eeks.
b0ring in sk0ol tdaes.
0nli had tw0 h0urs uf less0ns.
after sk0ol had lunch nd slackd with classmates till 3
then headed back h0me.
WOOTs
iim SO SO pig n0wadaes alritey ..
ii just slept thr0ugh d WHOLE j0urney just nice till tpy
s= HURs
went h0me slackd abit jiu g0 sleep AGAINs.
hahas
t0ld ya iim SO pig lers.
had a SUPER irks0me d dream (- -
ii so reck0nd that it's caused by d incident in d m0rn.
make me so irkd by guys s=
nd sijie's being t0uchd by s0me unkn0wn 0ld guy in bus
bleahs `><

iim s0 lazy n0wadays.
SO DAMN lazy man ..n0 d0ubt
ii d0nt feel lyk g0ing 0uts.
partly c0s ii d0nt have much m0ney TOOs
but next tues iim sure t catch 'just like heaven' with jiafeii.
iim SO craving f0r m0vies.
just like heaven ; harry p0tter ; chicken little ; etc.
nd ii h0pe nich g0es m0vie with me nd CG.
c0s cant pr0bably 0nli me nd CG,
that w0nt happen TOOs ((:
YUPs.

iim s0 g0na end.
n0thing t bl0g (x
nites all .
<3

2005-11-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

HELLOs :D

miss me pepo?
hahas.
ii see that sandi does.
but n0thing t be happy ab0uts.
ii ALWAYS see her in sk0ol ..
nd lyk we g0t d same CDS nd same jap tut0rial.
ll0ls X=
n0w lemme UPDATE*
ii shall skip m0n since there's n0thing special 0n m0n
((:
urps.

(tues)1511o5
there's jap tut0rial that dae.
FUN :D
ii was SO restless that dae ..
nd n0t l0okg f0rward t jap AT ALL.
c0s seri0usly, ii d0nt reali lyk t s0cialize.
nd HE* insist that ii s0cialize fast.
what seven sistaz nd all (- -
peng laa can.
urps.

we learnt new jap w0rds nd had t c0nverse in jap.
it's SUPER cutes ;D
urps.
there's 0nce d teacher p0inted t me nd ii g0t stunnd,
ii just kept quiets then said what ii was supp0se t ..
" watashi wa adelin desu "
llols
there was this guy hu kept t0king in class.
then he was put t sit beside sandi, hu was beside me.
llols.
veh hao xiao then ..
c0s we tw0 felt(- - weird
but he was quite friendly laa ..
due t sandi's lameness.
we 3 were being gr0upd nd had t c0nverse in jap.
then g0t t n0e his name's "hite".
kinda weird rytes ..
hur, but unique :D

after sk0ol went TPY with sandii f0r dinner.
met up with grace.
YUPs.
went p0pular nd saw mine aunt :D
mine chio chio nd stylish aunt nd mine c0usin.
urps.
wantd t get d pencil ii b0ught f0r him*
but n0 m0re white d lers T.T
went h0me nd all ..

(wed)1611o5
ii was irkd that day.
ii had t ch0ose s0me t0pic f0r web design.
ii had alr decided 0n d t0pic last week.
nd ii ann0unced t mine CLIQUE that ii m d0ing thats ..
s0 they w0nt pick d same t0pic as me.
h0w'd ii n0e she's so irks0me. (- -
0r mayb mine w0rds r n0thing man ..
nermind*

went f0r jap lect after nmm lab.
we CRASHd LT27 :D
me ; nich nd kaii ..
c0s we were fr0m LT26 uu see.
hahas (x
jap lect was FARNI .
but s0 d0ts(- -
lyk that sandi nd nich hu were sittg bside me,
laughd SO DAMN LOUD laa can.
TSK`
it was farni with all d repetiti0n uf ..
k0nnichiwa, watashi wa (name) desu.
hajimemashite ..d0zo y0roshiku
ll0ls.

ydae was a SUPER HECTIC nd SHAGGd dae.
went h0me with mine prii sk0ol fwen, nd taibin.
urps.
me nd taibin chattd all d wae ..(- -Zz
g0t t n0e MAYB that "hite" guy is mine pri sk0ol fwen's bf.
ll0ls.
s0 qiao laa can . h0w small is d w0rld
:D

g0t headache when ii reachd h0me.
tried t slp but t n0 avail.
rmbrd ii haven finish mine java assignment which was due d next dae.
s0 went t do till quites lates.
he* said t miss c0r him* if wanna chat
miss c0r le he* c0rd nd said,
"er.. ii ferg0t mine f0ne sp0il"
hahas :D
lyk, how CUTEs is that laa!
so ii went t SLEEP.

it's always ME nd HER* :D

(tdaes)1711o5
urps.
w0re spastic-ly t sk0ol.
a pink tube with a white BIG jacket ..
after sk0ol din g0 t0wn with them, ii l0okd TOO spastic.
went h0me nd SLEEP :D
din meet up with peii nd sandii TOOs.
HURs

was supp0se t hand up java assignment during OOPG lab.
then ii cant c0s mine last qn was with han haw.
nd DUHs(- -
he LOST mine QN T.T
lyk h0w IRRESPONSIBLE IS THAT !
that assignemnt's 5% laa can.
urps.
ii was kit; angry; irkd T DE MAX.
T.T
but what can ii do?
hais. ii wantd t hand up w/o that qn
but KIND sijie printed hers f0r me ..
ii h0pe we w0nt get caught f0r c0pying.
T.T
actuali iim stil quite irkd n0w.
but it's a less0n learnt.
YUPs

saw CG quite a few times in sk0ol this week.
:D
CG bcum shuaii shuaii ehhs ..
HOHOs
he cut his hair (x
w0ots.
mayb can g0 m0vie with him lyk AGAINs..
cheerios*

tml is a SHORT SHORT dae.
11am - 1pm
so sians. T-T
if 0nly there's n0 tut0rial .
iim sure t skip lecture X=
hahas .
iiso's BORING

alrites.
DAMN LONG post t make up f0r 4daes uf n0t bl0gging.
cia0s* guys.
MISSes nd LOVEs <3
nitenite ((:

2005-11-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

urps.
went study at b0onkeng mac tdaes :D
was quite b0ring baa ..
((:
ii LOVE grace's hair.
it's COOL ehhs ..

c0ol ain't?
HURs
nd peii being SPASTIC

ii said ii'l p0st it up ((:

went h0me nd watchie tv.
??? jin ma jiang ((:
jay g0t lyk f0r best new act0r
:D
HOHOs !
he damn shuaii laa can.
al0t uf 0ther shuai shuai guys TOOs
urps.
ii zi lian-d x=

here r de ne0prints we t0ok with g0ng zhu(sarina) :D
it was that dae when we had klunch, YUPs.
((:

this was editd by j0celyn's fwen; ii lyk d f0nt :D

2005-11-12T00:57:00.000+08:00

sk0ol f0r tdae was SHORT.
went h0me with jiafeii ..
slept bf0r meetg peii nd all at PS.
urps ((:

went t ajisen f0r dinner.
*YUMMY :D
was supp0se t be lyk celebrate karad's bdae thingy.
ate d v0lcano s0mething ramen.
urps.
it was d MOST spicy ramen in d sh0p.
4 chilli rating s=
urps.
it wasn't spicy laa ..
a wee bit niahs.
but ii guess d chilli d0es w0rsen mine s0re thr0at (- -
so there was f0ngss; peii; nich; karadz; bert; sandii; grace; junjie; keith; hsiang ken nd me :D
we saw candyce(huiping) when we were in ajisen.
hanye0ng had t c0r her nd she said hi t us.
we went t arcade after thats :D
HOHOs .
saw nich nd f0ngss plaed drum ..
LH LH XD
nich nd sandii plaed DDR .
we went t z0ne x near d mrt stati0n.
there, there's this bball sh0otg machine
COOL .
saw junjie plae ..
NICE laa can
ii plaed TOOs :D
addicted* siahs !..
went t buy d card with sandii nd we plaed.
lyk ALOT uf tyms :D
so NICE can ..
it's been l0ngg since ii last plaed bball .
urps.
karads nd sandii then plaed DDR ..
hahas, s0 CUTEs.
karadz g0t n0 sense uf rhythm.
llols.
that thai-chi-do ..
was all enthu b0uts arcade.
we went h0me at ar0und 11+
((:
all d t0kg 0uts l0ud in arcade w0rsend mine s0re thr0at t0os.

urps.
went h0me nd drank LOADs uf water.
h0ping mine s0rethr0at d0nt w0rsen man (- -
YEAHs.
iim tired ..
FINALLY, it's WEEKENDs :D
slackerish daes f0r slackerish ME.
HOHOs
((:
update tml baa ..
nitenite . sayoonara! :D

2005-11-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

tml will be d last dae uf week1 uf sk0ol.
(:
tym passing fast nd NOTs.
n0t as hectic nd shaggd as expectd but still TIRING (- -
reck0nd that next week ii'l pr0bably b DEAD
with d 8am - 7pm wednesday s=
uh huhs.
tml's 11pm - 1pm
g0 h0me then after that meet peii nd all in t0wn.
ajisen here WE come! (:

stil having s0rethr0at.
but betta than d past tw0 daes (:
shi d.
strepsils din reali help th0ugh ..
just keep mine thr0at m0ist baa?
HURs
keep sneezing.
damn irks0me (- -

urps.
tdaes after sk0ol went TM with fwens.
ate at f0odc0urt ..
went sh0ppg a lil' ?
then went pav f0r p0ol.
ian; r0y nd hafidz was alr there lers.
plaed 0ne r0und with steph.
ii s0 LOUSY laa can!
we plae f0r 15mins lehs ..
so THROW FACE ~><
ll0ls ..
met up with sandi at TP bus st0p.
she came mine h0use.
c0okd fried rice f0r her ..
OHs
nd she l0st her c0ntacts in mine t0ilet (- -
pengg can ..
she jiu g0 h0me 0ne eye blinded.
HURs
slept nd wakie t watch tv ..
nd here iim 0nline.
that's b0uts all (:
YUPyupp.

2005-11-10T00:47:00.000+08:00

HELLOs (:
(konnichiwa)

it's wed tdaes.
supp0sed t be HECTIC day.
but it n0t reali is ..
(:
skippd IISO first lect.
went t sk0ol at 1pm.
urps, YEAHs.

learnt html tdaes for NMM lab.
so FUN cos ii noe what is taught :D
hehes
do quite fast nd learnt new things TOOs.
jap lect was quite b0ring ..
t0kd t nich thr0ugh0ut x=
urps.
saw mine prii sk0ol fwen, serene, after jap lect.
went h0me with her instead uf cabbing home :D

mine s0re thr0at ain't any betta.
daijoobu dewa arimasen(iim n0t alrites) T.T
OHs. nich taught me this phrase :D
g0t headache when ii reachd h0me.
watchd s0me tv nd went t sleep ..
urps.
wakie by j0celyn's c0r.
went t help her nd mineself print materials f0r tml (:

tml is a slackerish dae nd NOTs.
cos lesson ends at 11AM :D
BUT!
less0n starts at 8AM T.T
hur hur ..
dnia0s*
nermind laa . tml g0 h0me earli nd sleep (- -Zz
replenish mine BEAUTYsleep :D
HOHOs.

frii ajisen dae :D
cant wait man!
HOHOs.
ii shud b going home ferst bfor meetg peii nd clique
since mine lesson end at 1pm.
urps.
YEAHs ((:
weekends c0ming SOON.
ii SO LOVE it :D

Sayoonara!
Oyasumi nasai :D (g0od nites)

2005-11-08T23:29:00.000+08:00

urps.
iim having s0re thr0at!! T.T
h0w t0rture is that man .....
)):
ii reck0nd that it's due t me having lack uf slp
nd ner drink nuff water.
HURs

ii DISLIKE sk0ol.
reali T.T
iim s0 damn tired ..
urps.
n0thing much tdaes.
had lectures nd tut0rials ..
what's diff tdaes is ii had mine FIRST jap tut0rial.
sanae shigeta san is mine tut0rial teacher (:
albert saes she's veh nice.
urps.
she's got a VEH kawaii v0ice.
((:
tml having jap lecture.
nd it's g0na end at 7pm T.T
*cries

met up with peii at tpy.
went m0s t slack.
urps.
met up with nich ..
sandii was supp0se t meet up with jake.
but he last min g0 w0rk (- -
sucha turn off ..HURs
jux slack nd g0 home.
reachd h0me jiu sleep ..
bei tahan can ~><
wakie jiu g0t s0re thr0at.
but ii d0wnd a packet uf jack'n'jill ..
ii cant b b0therd.
ii was t0o tired t tynk ..
ii was t0o shaggd t search f0r 0ther f0od.
ii reck0nd that it'l w0rsen lyk DAMN s=
tml iim SO DEAD.
m0st pr0b cabb-ing h0me tml ..
urps, YAHs.

2005-11-07T21:25:00.000+08:00

HEYohs pepo.
it's Day 1 uf sk0ol (- -
BORING ain't? hahas ..
urps.
c0uldn't slp earli ydae nd ii slept at 4!!
(- - t0rture siahs.
need t wakie at 7+ s=
thanks f0ngss f0r m0rn c0r-ing me :D

urps.
since ii had tym left,
ii had mine mascara nd eye liner 0n ..
went t sk0ol all shaggd.
nd that LONG LONG j0urney (- -
aniwae IT sk0ol canteen is 0fficially OPEN.
lyk EARLI in d m0rn it's SO DAMN PACKd ! ><`
kiasu siahs d pepo.
TSK`

went f0r BORING lectures saeing UNneccessary things.
urps.
ferst lecture f0r every m0dule is BORING ..
cmaths n0t THAT bad, at least we learnt s0methingg.
DCNK; OOPG nd IISO is BORING.
went f0r lunch in d NEW ITcanteen.
d f0od not that nice laa s=
but quite cheap th0ugh ..
HURs
but it's BIG; n0 d0ubt.
had IISO lab.
IISO(internet and information system of organizations)
pengg rytes ~><
d lab lesson was SO SUPER BORING ..
n0 0ne was actuali listening t de lecturer.
we had 0ur c0m switchd 0n.
went into d web(msn; friendster; bl0gs; etc)
me nd j0celyn keep taking pics.
askd sijie t j0in TOOs x=

after sk0ol met up with sandii.
supp0se t meet up with peii f0r dinner.
but agains, we din.
((:
me nd sandii just went t tpy t slack.
d bus j0urney was LONG.
we both were SHAGGd t de MAX (- -
lackg uf slp .
went t have 0ur dinner at m0s burger.
grace j0ind us laters.
ii did zi lian there ..
but NONE uf d pics were nice.
ii t0ok a pic uf mine eye :D
hahas .. ACT big niahs`

urps.
sandii drew her timetable;
ii transferrd mine cmaths n0tes.
we slackd awhile then jiu g0 h0me lers.

ferst dae uf sk0ol ain't THAT bad.
just that it's QUITEs b0ringg ~><
being new t all d m0dules, ii need t BUCK UP man!
(- -
heard that IISO nd NMM is difficult.
urps.
ii din d0 mine HOLs assignment f0r java ..
m c0pying s=
ii n0e it's wr0ng but nermind laaaaaaaaa X=
HEHs.

tml's less0n at 9am
m having mine FERST JAP less0n :D
wed n0 lab lesson so NO 8am for THIS week :D
nd thurs ii can g0 h0me 1h0ur earlier which is 11am!
heh hehs.
still NOT so bad ..
but next week is a HECTIC week.
with all d l0ngggg h0urs nd lect; tut; lab less0ns.
JIAYOUs* baaa

first pic ii actuali tynk ii look NOT BAD taken on d LEFT.

mine nd j0celyn's; l0ok h0w TANNd iim nd h0w FAIR she is.

ii tynk ii l0ok SO retarded ..

urps ..iim FAT ;c

2005-11-06T23:42:00.000+08:00

urps.
met up with sandii at tpy (:
went t sh0p f0r makeup.
:D
b0ught mascara nd a brush.
mayb buying d lipgl0ss s0me 0ther tym.
HURs
b0ught black ink cartridge f0r mine printer.
HOHOs.
ii used lyk 0ne f0r one semester?
hahas (x
b0ught titbits t mine h0use.
b0ught ch0cs TOOs :D

sandii came mine h0use.
we plaed ps2 thr0ugh0uts ..
FUN ((:
american id0l ; metal slug 5.
then we watchd tv ..
as usual, she went GAGA 0ver mine bro.
DUHs ><~
pengg laa can ..
askd me t take pic uf him plaeing clarinet nd send her.
(- -
ate n0odles mine mum c0okd.
so FULL laa can ~><
peii's supp0se t c0me but din.
yeahs*

tml sk0ol re0pen lers.
BORING.
reali veh sian-ded.
aniwae tml's als0 jer0me's bdae :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY jerome!
mine dearOL .. HOHOs
((:
stay happy nd SHUAI f0rever kaes.
hehes :D

slpg lyk real soon.
dunoes why ii feel tired ..
aniwae tml needa wakie at 8am.
oh my tian (- -
lucki end at 4pm 0nli.
meetg up with sandii after sk0ol (:
aniwae..
ii reali HATE wednesdays.
ughs (- -

2005-11-06T02:38:00.000+08:00

slept thru mine dae.
FINALLY :D
ii got back mine beauty sleep.
but ii have got menstrual cramps ~><
urps.
unbearable man .. T.T
had steamb0at f0r dinner
*YUMMY
ate l0ads :D
iim g0na get FAT FAT nd FATTER
h0h0s.

g0ing sh0pping tml :D
mine FAVOURITE.
sh0pping f0r makeup!
HEHs.
j0celyn maybe getting c0mics f0r me ..
HURRAY*
yeah yeah.
sk0ol's startg lyk REAL soon.
g0na nj0y mineself :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY karads!
alth0ugh ii noe uu wont see this :D
hurs.
nermind ii sms-d him ((:
frii ajisen.
celebrating his bdae ..
YEAHs :D

g0ne t miss c0r him*
p0or b0ii.

2005-11-04T23:31:00.000+08:00

there's thing t be sad b0uts
nd ..
there's als0 thing t rej0ice b0uts
so d0es it bc0me neutral?
ii SO HOPE that alritey ..

sad thing; mine wed schedule is 8AM - 7PM.
it's n0t 0nli that it's l0ng h0urs.
mine dae is PACKd!
SO DAMN packd ..
lyk ..
HOW SHAGGd nd HECTIC is that laaa!!!!!
(- - haii

happy thing; nich j0celyn nd sandi g0t same CDS as me.
we all went into JAP (:
nd d BEST thing is ..
nich nd sandii is in d SAME lecture as me.
nd d BESTest thing is ..
sandi nd ii r in d same tut nd lect class :D
which means, ii wont b ALONE!

s0 alrites ..
it's ALL neutral n0w.
HURs

jiafeii came t mine h0use.
ii din c0ok fried rice f0r her th0ugh..
lyk c0s iim t0o shaggd nd LAZY s=
t0ok bus no.8 t TP
w0ahs*
despite me being SO DAMN tired ..
ii t0kd all d wae s=
she met up with her fwens ; ii met up with mine.
went into d LT(lecture theatre) f0r d briefg ..
as USUAL, 0ur clique was LATEs x=
HURs
it was SO DAMN BORING ..
they t0k CRAP during d wh0le thing.
they said th0se things during ORIENTATION ..
which means it was SO DAMN LONG ago.
it's QUITE impt but NOT THAT impt laaaaaaa ~><
AIYERs!
wasted mine 1h0ur PLUS.

went 0ff with j0celyn earli.
t0ok train with her (:
nd we zi lian-d!
hahas x=

we l0ok STUPID here ..hahas :D

din meet up with him*
he wasn't free ..
sms with j0anne lyk quite l0ads (:
went back h0me nd c0okd f0r mineself.
that was mine ONLY meal f0r d dae s=
YEAHs.
watchd tv nd all ..
SLACKERish ME!
OHs.
ii zi lian-d TOOs.
so ME laa :D

tdae's mine ELDER bro d bdae.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY t him ahs!
alth0ugh ii n0e he w0nt see this laa ..
but nermind laa (:
at least ii wishd.
YUPyupps
lyk we ate swensens ICEcream cake.
*YUMMY :D
plaed with some dry ice.

veh NICE ((:

ahs.
iim stil quite sad 0r rather l0w m0rale ..
wed schedule sucks.
nd tw0 daes c0nsecutive 8am less0n ..

here's mine tymtable;
mon - 1o start 4 end
tues - 9 start 4 end
wed - 8 start 7 end
thurs - 8 start 12 end
fri - 11 start 1 end

2005-11-04T11:27:00.000+08:00

AHs.
din bl0gg ydae x=

slackd d wh0le dae.
plaed ps2 with mine br0 lyk AGAINs (- -
h0w b0 liaos ryte.
HURs

ii DID ask him* wanna meet n0ts.
but we did n0t c0me t ani c0nclusi0n ~><
lyk tdae's d last dae alr baaa ..
bc0s sk0ol's re0peng.
iim sure g0na b all shaggd nd busi baa?
YUPyupps.
lyk weekends ii kinda lazy t g0 0uts s=
c0s meet le dun0es what t do! (- -
s0 ii reck0nd that tdae's d best dae ..
HURs
nermind laa ..
as0 dun0es meetg n0ts.
((:

m s0 tired n0w laaa!
SO lack uf SLEEP recently ..
jiafeii c0ming mine h0use s0on .
g0na paint her nails :D
nd c0ok fried rice AGAINs f0r her.
HOHOs
she veh peng* laaa ..
dr0ppd me a testim0nial sae b0uts d fried rice.
ll0ls ~TSK`
after thats g0ing TP with her f0r 0ur briefg T.T
sian t de MAX man ..
0n my tian (- -

*yawn`s !~

2005-11-03T01:46:00.000+08:00

c0uldn't get t slp ydae despite me being tired..
this, ii reali d0nt kn0w why (- -
t0ssd nd turnd in bed lyk 0ne BIG DUMMY ..

despite that lack uf slp ..
ii w0ke up in d MORN tdaes, it's RARE.
hahas :D
klunch-d with peii; f0ngss; sandii; sarina.
quite shaggd ehhs.
but it was FUN ((:
uh huhs!
n0 d0ubt b0uts it..
d f0od was lyk, SALTY (- -
ii n0e salt is cheap laa huhs.
d0nt need t use SO MUCH laa can ~><
HOHOs
x=

after thats f0ngss went drumming.
me; peii; dee; sarina went PS.
ne0prints we t0ok; ii insistd :D
quite ha0 wan baa ..
met up with grace.
pr0ceeded t taka.
COMICs; ii wana get ((:
recca b0ok 29 . 4 m0re nd iim c0mplete
wantd t get nail p0lish.
went t far east(missha) ..
g0t transparent nd silverish 0ne :D
HK laa can .
reachd h0me nd plaed with it le ..
hehes (x

m s0 tired n0w laa .
n0t been slpg well these tw0 daes.
fri g0na g0 baq TP.
at 2pm f0r that whatever briefg thing (- -
BORING laaa can.
nd lyk it's c0mpuls0ry ~><
ii c0ncluded that they'l give us 0ur tym-table THEN.
ii SO HOPE that we d0nt have 0ur classes changed (:
ii LOVE mine class; Co97!
:D

2005-11-02T00:36:00.000+08:00

weird nite it was ydae.
slackd d wh0le dae agains tdae.
plaed ps2 with mine y0unger br0 ..
lyk ii reali got n0thing betta t d0.
ii din even do mine java HOLs assignment (- -
pengg can ..
tml g0ing kb0x with f0ngss; peii nd dee.
HURs
peii msgd sae must sing 'YOU NI ZHEN HAO'
uh huhs.

frii need t go baq TP f0r briefg.
SIANness.
was tynkg uf meetg him* after thats ..
his w0rk end at arnd 6.
dun0es ehh?..
iim scared t ask TOOs !=

saw JAY 0n tv ydae nd tdaes.
he SO DAMN ke aii :D
YUPyupps!
m0re hum0ur0us .. HURs
iim g0na get his album.
lyk it's alr 0uts le.
HOHOs
he's still as shuaii :DD
ii tynk his c0ncert's next year ehhs ..
ii wana g0 watch!.
ani0ne v0lunteer t go with me?
HURs

him* is hu ii LOVE
but it seems so hard.
mayb we d0nt bel0ng..
we sh0uld b rati0nal baa .
nd n0t be em0ti0nal.
mayb we reali d0nt bel0ng..
but ii d0nt wish t see mine prem0niti0n c0me true, c0s it hurts.
ii want mine simple lyfe.
ii want mine simple lyfe ..with HIM*
s0 near, yet s0 far.
ii'v faild t do TWO things.
o1. t meet him*
o2. t sae ilu t him*
ii hope ii wont come t regret.
but ii aso dont wana regret after saeing.
cos ii noe when we reali dont bel0ng ..
saeing ilu t him*, hurts.
ii will cherish d every m0ment n0w.
alth0ugh it hurts if we'r n0t meant t be ..
ii shall see,
what will lyfe bring me ..
nd ii reali h0pe, it's what ii wish f0r.
*PRAYs

2005-10-31T22:07:00.000+08:00

BAHs.

slackerish dae agains.
c0okd fried rice ..
it's SO NICE laa can :DD

agrees? hahas :D

jiafeii came 0ver t mine h0use .
we went j0gging! ..
HOHOs
came backs nd she ate d fried rice :D
nd s0me dessert mine mum c0okd ydae.
YUMMY*
ii tynk she ate back what she sweat tdaes
hahas ..

mine c0usin came 0ver t mine h0use t plae with mine br0
ps2 was what they plaed.
HURs
t0ok pic with mine c0usin :D
nd uf c0s ii DID zi lian laaa ..
HEHs!.

acc0mpanied him* 0nline while he w0rkd.
p0or thingg can ..
in d m0rn nd earli aftern0on n0thing f0r him* t do.
then lates aftern0on nd evening g0t so much things t do.
in d end w0rkd OT ..HURs
he lyk during w0rk n0thing t do so b0red lydats.
sh0u bu niaos*

2005-10-30T18:22:00.000+08:00

as usual, wasted mine weekends just like this.
stayd home d0ing n0thing but PURE slackg.
mine mum f0und 0uts that ii pierced mine ear.
HURs
wasn't sc0lded ((:
g0od thing.
g0ing t get make up stuffs s0on.
brushes nd all .. HOHOs
s0 in l0ve with plaeing with make up :D
FUN!. hur

wed kb0x-ing with f0ngss ; peii ; sandii.
UH HUHs :D
klunch-ing . niceNICE

d 0ther side uf him;
he was STERN.
he was FIERCE.
he was LOUD.
but his intenti0n was GOOD*
a g0od br0ther ..
((:
*thumbs up f0r him.
can see he reali cared f0r d CUTEs one.
veh GOOD!. :D
uf c0s laa .. his br0 maaa
hur hur

OHs.
ii t0kd t de CUTEs one ydae.
he SO CUTEs laa can ..
HURs
but we were so bad x=
nermind.
SO HAPPY laa can.
his br0 reali VEH cutes.
n0ds*
awaitg t listen t his nephew's 0ne.
he made it s0 c0mical . HURs
(:

2005-10-29T00:18:00.000+08:00

went t sinyee h0use.
STUPID peii nd jiafeii ; WTH!
0kay iim scared of d0gs ..
then they had t purp0sely let d d0g 0ut n scare me.
IRKSOME T.T
nd ii cried . it WAS total DUMBness!

met f0ngs nd sandii at NS.
saw manda at bus st0p.
went f0od c0urt f0r dinner.
we chattd; reminisce.
ii miss sec sk0ol daes.
all d fun fun daes .
d fun fun pepo ..
ii MISS totally.
((:
sec sk0ol tym ii was reali immature.
many things ii did nd regretd.
feel ii was s0 naive nd .. STUPID
hurs . that's lyfe
so n0w, ii gr0w up nd n0e h0w t tynk le (:

g0t h0me nd realise it was mine y0unger br0's bdae.
SOWII lyk ii d0nt rmbr bdaes.
REALLI ~><

d cake was eeks x=
happy birthday t darryl ahs!
(:
wish f0r him; slim d0wn laaa!
fat fat d CUTEs but n0t t0o 0ver x=

SELFobsession;

2005-10-27T16:54:00.000+08:00

things are c0ntradictg.
ii dun0es h0w t c0mprehand s0meh0w.
just g0 with d fl0w ..
nd pray that bad things d0nt happen.
that glimpse uf h0pe, ii have*
but that fear in me still exists.
we shall see ..
we shall see what lyfe will bring me.

f0ngss;
ii'l b fine, ii guess.
ii w0nt cut mine wrist; ii pr0mise.
(:
thanks . LOVEuu <3

missing mine jiemeii; gek theng.
she's chi0 as ever.
LOVEs<3
nj0yable nites ydae, it was.
kb0x with fell0w sec sk0ol mates.
laughd d hell 0uts ..
s0ngs remindg me uf PAST*
CUTEs s0ng that made us dance.
((:
n0 d0ubt; FUN.

3 lil' pigs? minnie ; bikini ; stephanie?

guisheng; takg mine f0ne t take pic nd set as wallpaper. (- -

2005-10-26T12:57:00.000+08:00

everything seems fine, but NO.
it's NOT.
it's just c0s n0 0ne kn0ws anithing ..
there's this ugly truth that lies within
facade; that sadness bhind that smiley face.
s0 helpless.
0nli able t sit nd wait f0r miracle t happen ..
which ii s0 d0ubt so .
iim t0ld t still have that glimpse of h0pe
but ..
there's this chance uf h0pe being dashd, TOTALLY.
it's s0 c0ntradicting ..
things may happen, nd may n0t.
it's either uu'r happy or uu'r sad.
ii dunoes.
iim m0re LOST* than ever.
ii cant even c0nfide.
ii d0nt want ur c0mments ..
c0ntradict0ry lies here.
s0 what sh0uld ii do ?

reminisce.

2005-10-24T14:35:00.000+08:00

d situation ..it's pathetic
things shall fall in place as time goes by

2005-10-21T01:52:00.000+08:00

iim considering t close mine blog.
YUPyupp
that's all ..

2005-10-19T12:59:00.000+08:00

Day 19

HURs
went bugis with sandii tdaes.
supp0se t have peii ..but she din go
sh0ppd f0r grace's pressie.
went t addidas nd nike sh0p but din see ani nice bags.
><~ sad can.
nd iim g0na buy that f0x skirt.
((: t0ld mine mum.
YEAHs! ..

met up with grace nd peii at b0onkeng mac.
YUPyupps ((:
jer0me came with her gf laters.
she's CUTEs; her v0ice.
damn ke aii laa .. HOHOs
went home at ar0und 8+ ..
watchd tv all d wae.
t0ok s0me pics .. was t0o b0red uu see
b0ii c0rd at 12+ but stil watchd tv till 2+
here ii m online ..
((:

peii nd ayub ((:

Day 19
till then ..

JIAYOUs*

2005-10-17T00:36:00.000+08:00

BACKs.

iim SO finally backs from chalet XD
HOHOs
Day 15 t 17.
shaggd is one word t describe h0w ii feel.
t0n-ing of 2 daes nd not slpg.
DUHs.
in all ii tynk ii onli slept for lyk 3h0urs+.
tired BUT fun laa ((:
it's g0na b a LONG entry; with l0ads uf PICs nd WORDs.

Day 15 ; 16 ; 17

f0ngss nd grace by r0om's wind0w

f0ngss; zi lian.

khar keat.

peii nd cha0 po.

was all so slackerish till d tym t set off t chalet.
met up with chee ee at n0vena.
then met up with manda nd prise at city hall.
b0ught cake there ..
nich cant g0 c0sh he din have d chance t t0k t his mum.
nic0le nd Jz reachd there bf0r we did.
saw kianh0ng; yihuai nd clique when we g0ing t take bus.

went chalet.
there were TONnes of pepo laa.
kaii's fwens ; khar keat's fwens.
pepo ii noe nd pepo ii dont know.
even j0 nd hanye0ng came ((:
went up r0om t slack.

d gamblers guys in r0om, with d hyper-active JAKE.
nic0le nd Jz left quite s0on ..
me; f0ngss; peii; sandii; grace nd kaii's sister(sarina) drew our hands.
HEHs XD

it was super ke aii la can ..

as usual, d b0iis bbq nd d girls were served.
so NICE laa can ..
kamyew was d VIP(veh impt pers0n) there.
he was d 0ne bbq-ing laa.
HOHOs.
((:

d all drunk nirezh fr0m d start.
went beach nd all ..
ii was quite surprised t see m0st of mine guy fwens sm0kg laa.
but well, what m0re can ii sae man.
we saw felicia chin . she askd for directions laa
t0ok pic with her, she's CHIO XD

with prise nd manda .

kaii's two sisters. left y0unger ; right elder XD

tym t cut d cakes as cl0ck strikes 12.

they were sh0utg "HUAT AH!" when cuttg d cakes.
it was damn CUTEs ((:
n0 d0ubt man.
plaed arnd with cakes.
they t0ok eggs nd smashd that f0rever-vain kaiisheng.
FUN fun nd n0thing, but FUN XD
it was s0 funny nd all ..
after that we jux c0ntinued t plae nd slack.
kianh0ng was nice laa.
he cleand d fl0or while th0se guys still plaed.
HURs

kaii opening d pressies ..

iim happy, c0s b0ii c0rd. ((:
he was tellg me g0t g0od news; his b0t's UP.
which means he can study.
but quite s0wii t him ahs.
din meant t sae d thing.
ii was even happier, c0s b0ii 0fferd t acc me till sunrise XD
but we din laa .
c0s when ii was baq in chalet mine fwens were all n0isy.
b0ii was aso t0o shaggd.
but he alr finishd readg thru his things, which was GOOD.
((:
ii was happy laa ..

candid sh0t uf us at d beach.

smiles ((:
after beach, we went bathe nd felt SUPER refeshd.
sat ar0und d chalet t chat.
d guys drank LOADs laa.
nirezh was lyk drunk fr0m d start. x=
when we went cheers nd backs ..
m0st guys were drunk.
heard that g0t fight 0r whats d c0mm0ti0n.
HUR
dun0es what laa .
but it's lyk ferst tym see nirezh s0 angry.
kickd d chairs; dustbin .. smashg b0ttles
><~
d0nt lyk this kinda things happeng.
decided t g0 t de beach.
came backs with them g0ssipg b0uts what happend.
BLAH blah ..
heard there were p0lice nd all.
quite funny th0ugh.
HEHs

akarad kept taking his cam nd snap pics laa.
ii c0rd his cam "candid camera"
haa . lame ehh! ~><
th0se drunkard guys were all fast aslp.
we were all shaggd so din t0k reali much.
jux sat there nd st0ned.
me; sarina nd sandii went beach t see stars then sunrise.
there's lyk LOADs uf stars laa.
lyk it's SUPER DUPA ULTRA nice.
YEAHs ((:
din get t see sunrise th0ugh.

we jux sat fr0m dark till dawn; saw d sky brightend up.

me nd sandii was HYPER.
plaed music nd sang nd all ..hahas
but when we went backs t chalet, we felt so tired laa can.
sat nd jux STONED.

sunlight shining on us ..
ii plaed s0ccer with jiafeii.
OKAYs. n0t reali s0ccer, jux kickg d ball ar0und.
haas x=
kaisheng had a hang 0ver.
POORhim.
kept v0mitting .. see him ii aso felt xin ku man
we 0rderd pizza f0r breakfast.
YUMMY* XD
s0 super NICE.
when d guys wakie, we girls went t slp.
d guys came in nd jeremy was SUPERBLY crappy.
d "peng" s0ng ; all d st0ries he said
laugh till st0mach pain laa.
peii acc0mpanied f0ngss h0me t get lappy s0 m0n can g0 sk0ol.
c0s we decided t t0n f0r de sec0nd n0ites.
me grace nd dee c0ntinued t slp.

wakie le g0 bathe.
backs le f0ngs nd peii was baq t0os.
bbq f0r d n0ites.
AGAINs, d guy did all d j0b.
we, girls, sat nd watchd tv ..nd f0od was served
((:
VEH GOOD. *thumbs up
lim lin nd seejun came nd left quites earli.
we watchd "date with vampire3".
jake was a SUPERcrapper TOOs.
made me laugh lyk hell.

d guys .. posed in d sec0nd pic

kianh0ng nd jeremy in d r0om

that yi huai ..try t kiss jeremy

d guys had mac.

l0ok at h0w kaii sat. =.-s

we went beach.
jake nd nirezh was damn bo liaos.
dared each other t do things nd all.
nirezh was so crapp laa!
g0 tell 2 strangers he saw 2 c0ws.
when all d s0und made(lyk c0w) was d t0ad.
DUHs =.-x
they went s0me t0ilet nd saw a cat l0okg at d mirr0r.
n0t reactg even th0ugh d guys made l0ads uf n0ise.
AIYAHs.
super pengg laa =.=
went baq chalet nd SLEEP*
it was what we ALL need.
jake has supp paper ; chee ee has sk0ol.

we girls patheticly slpg on d stairs.

peii . she was wearg mine specs x=

khar keat's sis ; ginnie. ( ii tynk it's h0w uu spell it )

grace

khar keat nd sis .

sandii

kian hongg ; all refreshd on d third dae.

khar keat.

kamyew

jeremy; just w0ke up.

kaiisheng; d bdae b0ii.

yi huai.

din reali slp laa ..jux restd

packd up nd all . every0ne was shaggd t de MAX
there was this tr0lley that jake nd nirezh br0ught back.

kanyew nd jeremy trying t take 0uts d 0ne buck.

missi0n faild ; jeremy drumd instead.
t0ok a pic of d card f0r kaii ..

went mac f0r breakfast nd headed baq h0me.
SHAGGd t de MAX laa.
slept til 7 nd watchd tv then went baq t slp.
when ii was nicely slpg, mine bro had t wake me up!
so FREAKg irkd laa!
><~ idi0tic.
made me cant slp alr.
came 0nline nd all.

YUPyupp.
d p0st is lyk SUPER DUPER l0ng laa.
shall end it n0w.
((:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY kaisheng ; khar keat nd wenyuan!
glad that kaii nj0yd.
iim g0na have a g0od sleep tdaes.

Day 15 ; 16 ; 17
till then ..

JIAYOUs*

2005-10-14T12:45:00.000+08:00

HELLOs.

Day 14

practically slackd d wh0le dae at h0me.
BORING
all ii did was online nd tv ..
baked c0okies agains.
HOHOs . mine br0 ate mine c0okies x=

bringing t de chalet tml laa.
j0celyn saes she wanna eat them.
hahas.

0h. ii ate s0me uf them x=
HEHs

sandii saes mayb t0nning f0r tw0 n0ites
nd ii t0t mayb can g0 j0celyn h0use nd ton.
YEAHs XD
that'll b damn great laa ..
hahas . her h0use g0t p0ol mahs
nd will b s0 shuang laa ~
see h0w bahhs .
if peii can t0n tw0 n0ites then we'l g0 her h0use
nd as0 must see if she can make it mahs ((:

tml chalet le.
SO awaiting man ..
been s0 l0ng since ii went t chalet, nd t0nning.
*WOOTs!
star-gaze ; d beach .. ii so WANNA go
tml tml tml XD
h0pe it's be nj0yable ..
YEAHs!.

Day 14
till then ..

JIAYOUs*

2005-10-13T21:06:00.000+08:00

Day 13

DUHs.
iim so so so so so so so tired (- -
c0uldn't get t slp ydae.
spent a l0ng time t0ssing nd turning ar0und in bed bf0r ii finally fell aslp.
t0rtur0urs man!..

wakie arnd n0on ..
went t buy ingredients t make c0okies.
it was quite a failure laa ..
veh sweet can . kinda hard t0os (- -")
dniaos.
was lates already so rushd t RP t fetch f0ngss.
met her nd saw a few uf her fwens ..
we pr0ceeded t yishun, n0rthp0int t be exact.
wantd t hunt f0r kaii's pressie; t n0 avail.
so SUCKY laa can .
BWG siah d sh0ps ><~
d weird thing is starbucks at 2nd fl0or d c0rner?
DUHs . weird can~
f0ngss wantd t drum..
s0 we went t l0ok f0r d machine in arcade.
but they didn't have d machine (- -
nd f0ngss was lyk cursing d sh0ppg centre laa.
HUR
ii tynk ii saw mine p0ly fwen(han haw) at swensens.
but din g0 nd sae hi t him laa.
kinda weird.
((:

actuali wantd t give b0ii d c0okies d.
BUT
0kae laa ii was irks0me.
iim scared laa s=
BLEAHs ..
went t his area nd walkd arnd.
went t bball c0urts but he's n0t there.
f0ngss ask me t c0r .
after much th0ughts finalli decided t c0r him ..
but he din pick up ; msg as0 ner reply
dun0es where's him.
went t his h0use but d0nt dare t dr0p d thingy.
tynk he als0 n0t at h0me ..
s0 we jux left s=
s0wii f0ngss.
hais
feel bad laa .. made uu acc me
then in d end aso ner give him.
we als0 din manage t get kaii's pressie.
nd w0rst, there n0 drum f0r uu t plae
sum0re uu having mens T.T
duii bu qi ..

t0ok train backies t t0a pay0hh.
acc0mpanied f0ngss t drum.
quite LH whats (:
HUR
then went baq h0me.
gave her d c0okies nd b0ii's c0okies t0o.
YEAHs.
n0thing much baa.

feelg tired already .
but m bl0ated c0s ii ate al0t jux n0w
(- -

Day 13
till then ..

JIAYOUs*
(n0 m0re aza aza fighting, f0ngss said it's irks0me.)

2005-10-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

HEYohs.

Day 12

went jogging tdaes with jiafeii.
went m0vie with j0celyn ..
met up with j0y at PS nd was late, as usual x=
hahas.
s0wii gurl .. uu xi guan baa
went w0kd arnd d sh0ppg centre.
PURE bored0m laa!
went t buy tix f0r d 6:5oPM sh0w.
we watchd "Into The Blue" ..
str0lld ar0und PS lyk we'd never bf0r.
walkd arnd nd arnd b1 lyk A THOUSAND TYMs!
(- -")
ii g0t mine ear pierced!

it's stil kinda red n0w laa ..
it's PAIN laa can!
HUR
went t take ne0s with j0y t0os.
not THAT bad yeah ..

ii f0rced j0celyn t buy her nike bag.
c0s she kip seeeing cl0thes.
later buy le n0 $$ t buy her bag.
hahas .
nd it's lyk damn EXPENSIVE laa!
$9o+ (- -x) dniaos.
went t w0rld uf sp0rts.
sp0ttd a bag . quite nice ehh
dun0es d price x=
damn farni laa can ..
we realise lyk got pepo kip l0okg at us laa.
then in d end they were tellg j0celyn,
"hey they sae uu'r pretty"
hahas . so hao xiao
but paiseh also laa ..
ii was lyk saeing, dowan go 0uts with her le.
she's d centre 0f attracti0n ><~
TOO CHIO LIAOs!!
((:
str0lld nd wasted 0ur tym away ..
FINALLY it's 6:4o nd we b0ught f0od in.
p0pc0rn nd jumbo h0td0g.
HOHOs
jumb0 h0td0g's jux jocelyn's FAVOURITE..
ii tynk we tw0 r de MOST noisy pepo there laa.
kip laughing nd plaeing ..
nd that j0celyn SO NOISY during sh0w can!
she kip "OH MY GOD" so l0ud.
so paiseh (- -
then g0t a c0uple beside us.
EXDR laa can!
bring in 0utside f0od ..
d smell so EWWWW!~
HURs
aniwae d sh0w's NICE.
so HK . d lead act0r nd actress t0os
((:
w0rth watching ..

tml g0ing RP t find f0ngss.
((:
making c0okie ii tynk?
iim n0t sure.
g0ing n0rthp0int t hunt f0r kaii's pressie.
YUPyupp.

Day 12
till then ..

JIAYOUs*
AZA AZA Fighting!! XD

2005-10-11T17:49:00.000+08:00

HEYohs pepo

Day 11

slack`d f0r d wh0le dae.
HURs
n0thing t d0 ehh ..
jux kept watchg tv n0rs
0nline ; tv ; eat ; slack`d.
hahas.. ji ta0 DAMN pigg laa
HOHO.
ii g0t a pimple on mine chin
T.T
s0 ugly laa can!!
h0pe faster g0ne .
HUR

recently been chattg with mine prii sk0ol fwen.
she is pretty can.

which one uu all think it is?
hahas.
shall disclose at d endd uf this post.
XD
she veh ke ai baa ..
changed quite l0ads.
cant rec0gnize her when see her pic sia x=
hahas ><~
din noe it was her.
nd all al0ng she's in mine friendster list
HEHs.

tml m0vie nd slackg with j0celyn.
WEE-O-WEE. haha
stupid, s0und lyk jin an.
HUR
earli n0on sh0uld b g0 j0gging with jf.
yep ((:

P.S: she's d green t0p gurl (: chi0 baa!

Day 11
till then ..

JIAYOUs*
AZA AZA Fighting!! XD

2005-10-10T22:45:00.000+08:00

HELLOs pepo.

Day 1o

(:
five m0re daes t kaiisheng's bdae.
HUR
there's chalet!
YAY~ ton ton ton XD
star-gazing .. WEE!!~
l0ving it, l0ving it, SO LOVING IT!
c0s f0ngg's t0nning ..
nd iim sure there'l b slackers!
been l0ng since we chill 0uts tgether XD
*thumbs up!
HOHOs

tdaes went j0gging with jiafeii.
we joggd for AN HOUR!
hahas (x
n0t t0o badd laa ~
tdaes ii tynk we run ALOT.
HURs
tml r0tt at h0me agains T_T
wed g0 m0vie with j0celyn ..
weets! g0od go0dd.
quite l0ngg ner watchie m0vie le.
((:
thurs go RP fetch f0ngss.
then we'll go n0rthp0int!..
tynkg uf making lunch b0x f0r her nd mineself XD
hehes.
since iim free ehh..
see if mine financial status all0w me maa (:
HOHOs

ii stil haven g0t what ii want man.
nd it's lyk been quite l0ng alr T.T
skirt ; bag ; heels ; make up .
OH MAN ~
h0pe ii get them soon.
yeah, REAL soon! ((x

Day 1o
till then ..

JIAYOUs*
AZA AZA Fighting!! XD

2005-10-09T23:31:00.000+08:00

iim b0red laa can.
t0ok 0ut cl0thes t plae nd t0ok pics.
when b0red0m sets in .. it's zi lian tym~
HURs

ii lyk it BLUR. XD

shall wear out lydats someday baa.
((:

2005-10-09T17:54:00.000+08:00

Day 9

g0t this puzzle thingy fr0m j0anne's blog.
HEHs.
it's fun laa XD
try it baa.

slept lates nd wakie lates.
x=
hahas . damn piggy laa can
t0kd t b0ii b0uts bball ..then he damn enthu laa
but quite fun, alth0ugh s0metyms ii d0nt understand
XD hehe
th0se m0ves nd all.. SHUAI dai ler!
HOHOs
it's been l0ng since ii watch s0me0ne plae bball.
n0t t sae ii plae laa!
ii so LOUSY laa can ~
but it's a fun sp0rt ((:
HURs
ii miss d sec sk0ol tyms.
after sk0ol stay back t plae bball..
then run ar0und plae with water . hahas
weekends plae f0r 7h0urs, n0 fail.
n0w 0ld le, can0t make it x=
hahas ~ damn crappy.

next wed plannd t g0 m0vie with j0celyn (:
next week sh0uld have a few daes go j0gging d..
HURs
this week j0g 0nce onli ~><
must JIAYOUs more le.
nd ii reali reali decided n0t t hunt f0r pants.
unless ii reali c0me acr0ss one that suits me
YUPyupp (:
skirt ; bag ; heels ..
ii wana pierce another 2 ear h0les x=
0ne 0n d t0p nd d 0ther at d small thingy.
pard0n me, ii dunoes what's that place c0rd ..
hehe XD

tdaes shall r0t at h0me lyk ydae laa.
nd ii supp0se that dumb b0ii will b plaeing his game.
ydae aso lydats siaa =.-x
0bsessd!
but ii tynk tdaes betta ..
at least he's g0na plae bball at n0ites.
HUR (:

Day 9
till then ..

JIAYOUs*
AZA AZA Fighting!! XD

2005-10-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

Day 8

ydae on fone with boii til quites late.
nd mine mum caught me off-guard laa!
OMG can =.-x
lucki by d tym we hanging up already ..
DUHs.
ii was feelg DAMN tired ydae nd ii dun0es why.

PURE r0ttg tdaes.
ii'v decided t slp thr0ugh mine weekends.
n0 difference aniwae ((:
HURs
ii wakie DAMN lates tdaes.
2+PM. REAL piggy XD
hahas .. b0 bian!
ii f0rced mineself t slp more more more..
since wakie earli g0t n0thing t do maa ~
heh heh !
all ii did tdaes was 0nline ; tv ; slp ; b0ok ; eat.
HOHOs.
aniwae mine face d0nt hurt already ((:
which is GREAT.
c0s it means that mine skin w0nt peel.
s0 ii w0nt get fair so fast ..
hur hur ~
mine nice c0usin sent me l0ads uf punk`d s0ngs.
nd that's veh GOOD alrites.
ii got tonnes uf new s0ngs t listen t .. HOHOs
ii already finishd readg sandii's st0ryb0ok.
it's NICE laa can ..
but sadded, ii g0t n0thing t read le ~><
until ii meet up with peii t get an0ther.
*pouts

David + Sam.
d endg is a happy one.
((:
veh cutes st0ryline t0os.
iim startg t l0ve readg ehh ..
keeps mine mind 0ccupied.

when b0red0m sets in, it's zi lian tym x=

ii tynk ii l0ok a lil' retarded in d ferst pic.
mine fringe t0o sh0rt!!
haas XD

Day 8
till then ..

JIAYOUs*
AZA AZA Fighting!! XD

2005-10-07T13:41:00.000+08:00

HELLOs pepo.

Day 7

one week has passd.
kinda fast ehh ..
this peri0d uf learng t l0ve mineself seems n0rmal.
but ii swear ii did l0ve mineself.
ii was abit fickle-minded s0metyms here nd there.
which is SO-ME.
but ii hafta learn n0t t be lydats.
ii feel .. ii shud heed what he said
ii sh0uldn't l0ve him during this peri0d.
but ii cant help it s0meh0w.
nermind. (:
t me,
this peri0d is n0t 0nli f0r me t learn t l0ve mineself.
but als0 t learn m0re things arnd me baa.
ii suddenly open up t m0re things.
ii realise ii can b happy with jux lil' things.
but sadly,
ii cant 0verc0me that being easily influenced.
HUR

ydae was SUPA tiring.
c0s d dae bf0r slept lates nd dae after wakie earli
offlined nd on f0ne with j0y agains.
we tw0 damn crappy as usual ((:
fun t t0k t her.
hung up with her nd went baq t mine st0ryb0ok.
decided t miss c0r b0ii s0on after.
BUT we din t0k much..
ii didn't n0e what t sae.
ii wasn't feelg g0od in a wae 0r an0ther.
jux remain veh quiets nd read mine b0ok.
b0ii was rather busii as usual, msn ; sms ; f0ne.
he kinda will kip askg me questi0ns laa..
but mine reply kinda c0ld.
n0t quite in d m0od .. feelg tired s0meh0w t0os
g0od luck t ur exams tdaes . m0re luck t ivan ..
b0ii was nice laa.
ii dun0es is he reali wana t0k t me l0nger or he feel that there's s0mething wr0ng with me so wana peii me l0nger.
but either wae ii shud feel happy laa rytes.
(: HUR
after he went offline we chattd m0re baa.
askd me n0t t read mine b0ok le ..
nd ii stil rmbrd d page ; page 9o
guess he shud b quites tired tdaes baa.
n0rmally 2+ slp ydae 3+ .
aiyahs
ii sh0uldn't b bl0gging b0uts this.

ii tynk iim being t0o bad t d r0y guy.
ii shall learn t put mineself in his sh0es, s0metyms.
but s0meh0w he's crappy can.
bc0s we chattd less than 1o tyms ii tynk?
ii cant rmbr laa ..
alth0ugh last tym will c0r me on fone nd crapp.
but ii jux feel it's VEH dots.
ii d0nt seem t understand . mayb ii d0nt want to t0os

iim sick uf l0ve.
gimme a break.

ydae t0kd t nichh.
he was sad nd all laaa ..
p0or thing can.
ii h0pe he'l b fine baa (:
ii noe uu understand everything that pepo tell uu.
s0meh0w it's hard t do it when d tym c0mes.
just b fine s0on baa.

tdaes shud b r0ttg at h0me.
d0nt feel lyk g0ing 0uts.
jux pure slackg agains..
having muscle ache.
mine face kinda hurt, but not as seri0us as last tym.
h0pe mine skin d0nt peel.

Day 7
till then ..

JIAYOUs*
AZA AZA Fighting!! XD

2005-10-06T21:32:00.000+08:00

HEYohs ((:

Day 6

ydae n0ites was lame!
ii offlined quites earli cos wantd t miss c0r b0ii earlier.
but in d end ..
ii chattd 0n f0ne with j0celyn.
we were SUPA DUPA crapp laa!!
hahas XD
we chattd b0uts fwens nd all ..
nd we askd each other LAME JOKEs =.-x
pengg laa !
but so FUN .. XD
we laughd thr0ugh0ut laa ..
HURs

ii was SURPRISED!
but iim even HAPPIER XD
bc0s b0ii initiated nd c0rd me!
HEHs XP
so shockd but happy laaa ~
so jocelyn said t hang up nd ii chattd with him.
kinda fun t0os (x
HURs.
as usual we crappd l0ads laa ..
s0metyms while he d0ing his stuff ii read st0ryb0ok.
lyk SO-NOT-ME can!
iim th0se hu d0nt g0 library nd ii SO HATE BOOKs laa!
hahas .. but that st0ryb0ok is NICE laa
((:
HOHOs.
nd ii realise b0ii gave me LOADs uf nicknames laa.
but ME TOOs!.
ii gave him LOADs too
HURs XD
lyk BM .. hahas x=
later he kill me ; betta d0nt menti0n! XP

wakie quites earli tdaes alrites.
1o+ am ..Zzz
iim supposed t be stil SOUND aslp.
HEHs XD
bc0s WE'R GOING T SENTOSA!
j0celyn cant g0 .. her mum d0nt all0w
nermind, stil g0t next tym!.
HOHOs
as usual me ; grace nd sandi was lates laa~
reachd arnd 12 . we were in d SAME TRAIN! x=
BUT peii reachd at 1:3o!!..
hahas .. nermind
we helpd s0me t0urists while we were waitg laa
SO NICE uf US ! XD
hahas ..bhb siaa
but happy ehh ~c0sh can help pepo
HOHOs

peii arrived nd we pr0ceeded t SILOSO.
YAYs XD
it was all SUNNY nd NICE.

settled down quickly nd got t tan.
lied d0wn nd chattd laa ~
STUPID grace nd peii wasn't keen nd w0kd arnd.
me nd sandi jux lied there nd chat ..
as USUAL, sandi lame til ii abit dowan t b0ther b0uts her.
hahas XD
so ended up onli me nd sandi g0t tannd.
we din stay f0r l0ng ..
d sticky-ness was unbearable.
went t clean up nd all after an h0ur or so?
we weren't THAT burnt but stil tannd (:

which is GOOD.
cos mine skin wont peel, which means ii wont bcum monster-y lyk what boii always sae.
nd when mine skin w0nt peel,
ii w0nt get fair so FAST.
HOHOs XD

went t harb0ur fr0nt centre f0r lunch.
met up with sinyee at town.
went t OG.
saw grace's jiawen .. quite cutes laa ((:
HOHOs x=
w0kd arnd 0rchard with that HEAVY bag ><~
was kinda t0rt0r0us laa ..
but nermind, JIANFEI x=
hahas.
pard0n me, iim crappg.

feelg kinda tired.
but m feelg happy c0s tdaes is FUN. (:
YEAHs
iim LOVING it!

aniwae ii reck0nd ii sh0uldn't b that bad t that r0y guy.
lyk, what g0es arnd ..c0mes arnd
s0 ii betta b n0rmal t him.
d0nt s0 cruel baa ..
but he's abit DOTs can~
-shruggs-
HUR.
we shall see laa ..

aniwae iim stil HAPPY.
cos iim TANND!
YEAHs XD

Day 6
till then ..

JIAYOUs*
AZA AZA Fighting! XD

2005-10-05T18:30:00.000+08:00

Day 5

AIYAHs!
iim SAD laa!! ..
ii din get anithing tdaes n0rs.
onli b0ught refill f0r mine hair essence.
nd a v-neck tee f0r tml.
=.-s UGH.
irks0me man~
nd ii c0ncluded that; ii CANT WEAR PANTs!
LOOK LYK ONE BIG DUMMY .. -.-"
DUHs.

iim saving up m0ney t get SKIRT.
NO MORE PANTs!
NO MORE CHANGE =.-x
stayg lyk d OLD me!
ii t0o c0ncluded that iim SO freakg FAT laa!.
shall cont with mine CRASHdiet plan
alth0ugh it d0esn't seem t be w0rkg.
DUHs!
n0 fast f0od.
n0t g0na have m0re than a meal a dae.
g0na g0 j0gging as much as p0ssible!!.

tml g0ing sent0sa t tan.
with j0y; peii; sandi nd grace.
sat g0na g0 j0gging with jiafeii ..

AIYAHs.
iim stil so sad laa!
ii cant get over d fact that ii got n0thing tdaes.
nd SOMEONE SPOILT mine damn dae laa! ..
stupid laura.
fancy seeing her in wisma; surfbabe.
WAH LAUs! suay ka lan ..
EEKs t de max laa!
ii reck0nd that her c0lleague lyk diao me;
since she gave me that STUPID l0ok after laura said smth t her.
WTH =.-s EXDR laaa!!
nermind.
saw adeline(lai zhen) t0os.
she askd b0uts peii.
she's as pretty as ever laa ((:
j0y b0ught a few t0ps ii suppose, cant rmbr.
d service at TOPSHOP is SO BAD!.
GEEs.

WHAT A DAY!

2005-10-05T11:34:00.000+08:00

hellos pepo ((:

jux realised ii din blogg ydae.
nermind shall bl0gg n0w.
at n0ites f0r tdaes (:

Day 4

ydae did lyk, n0thing?
jux r0ttd at h0me..
actuali was supp0se t g0 sh0pping with sandi.
but she d0wan, so in d end ner go le.
((:

ydae 0n msn cha0 po suddenli came nd ask me l0ads uf stupid lame qns laa ..
but it was damn farni alrites.
ii laughh til pengs*
we b0th DAMN lame.
HEHs XD

that r0y guy;
wh0m ii 0nce said he s0unded lyk jin an.
askd me f0r a chance agains ydae.
aiyaaa ..it's lyk so STUPID can
mayb shud st0p c0ntactg him.

ii th0ught al0t ydae.
iim als0 sick uf l0ve.
actuali it was l0ng ag0 that iim sick.
but ii hanged 0n til n0w ..
it was fuckg tiring laa.
t be sad nd t cry 0ver things that uu t0t is d same.
till then ii meet him,
we'll n0e what will happen 0r what baa ..

realise that ii g0t l0ads uf things ii wana get.
PANTs ; t0p ; bag ; heels ; skirt ; make up.
GEEs ><~
spendthrift laa!
must save up t faster buy all these siaa ~
HEHs ((:
ii wana pamper mineself.
ain't it a wae t l0ve mineself t0os?
YEAHs! hoho.

Day 4
till then ..

JIAYOUs*
AZA AZA Fighting!! XD

2005-10-03T22:45:00.000+08:00

HEYohs!

Day 3

ii came t blog AGAINs.
AIYO ehh .. hahas x=
s0wii laa, g0t things t sae ..
nd sum0re ii t0o b0red lia0s ~><

read sijie's bl0g.
GURL ahh .. iim h0n0urd laa~
HOHOs ((:
uu'r imp0rtant t me t0os.
so JUST b FINE; UTTERLY fine.
uu will be .. iim sure ((:
glad t hear that uu noe what t do.
ii taggd on ur b0ard what ii wantd t sae (:
just JIAYOUs nd all baa!
l0ve. <3

ii tynk most pepo r having their EOY exams rytes.
g0od luckies every0ne alrites.
esp t j0anne; xia0zHhu; yinWEN; e`leenz. ((:
get GOOD GRADEs kaes!
JIAYOUs*
iim sure uu all will pass WELL XD
HURs.
nd j0anne, iim sure we'll meet s0on (x
DO WELL for ur EOY!
ii noe uu can. (:
HURs.
GOOD LUCK all!

pepo r having their supp papers tml t0os.
JIAYOUs*
jiafeii; grace; yihuai ..nd kaii?
will pass d ((:
after supp paper then jiu can njoy m0re le! (x
GOOD LUCKs!

heard that next semester changing class.
class acc0rding t same grades d ..
ji tao SIANs can!
sure n0t same class as j0celyn le! T.T
h0pe can same class as sijie baa ..
YUPyupp.
see laa .. gurl, hu ask uu sc0re so well x=
hahas. jk laa XD
h0pe same class baa!
ii d0nt lyk t s0cialize laa ..
ii LOVE Co97 l0hhs!!! )):
nermind.

HOHOs. aiyaa ~
mine fringe SO SHORT.
FASTER GROW x=
HEHs.

Day 3
till then ..

JIAYOUs*
AZA AZA Fighting! XD

2005-10-03T18:18:00.000+08:00

HURs.
iim baq t blog agains ((:
ii went j0gging nd went t cut mine hair!
XD HOHOs.
fringe kinda sh0rt n0w.
c0s if l0ng then veh fast l0ng le ><~
s0me uf d reb0nded g0ne !
T.T hahas

peii cant get 0utta h0use.
s0 din meet her.
neither did we meet up with nic0le.
slackerish dae.
but iim feelg tired.
iima REAL pig laa!
x= HURs.

n0t g0na eat dinner tdaes.
ate one meal so full till n0w.
HEHs ((:

rand0m pics ehh ..

2005-10-03T13:33:00.000+08:00

HELLOs.

Day 3

ydae was kinda b0ring.
jux slackd nd r0ttd at h0me as usual.
((:
din went t cut mine hair.
kept watchg tv nd 0nline..
at n0ites t0k t b0i 0n f0ne then slp le.

wakie le 0nline.
stupid b0ii din g0 sk0ol.
take cares baa ..
chattd with him til he hafta g0 0uts then ii go baq slp.
g0ing j0gging with jiafeii tdaes ((:
then go cut mine hair.
THIS tym it's REAL.
HEHs. XD

f0ngss tdaes sk0ol re0pen le.
((:
JIAYOUs* kkaes.
t0ld me that g0t 0ne xialan gurl pissd uu 0ff.
relax bahh (:
just nj0y ur dae ..
MEET up REAL SOON.
ii MISS uu LOADs LOADs ehh XD
hehe
take cares *MWAHHs!.

it's cheryl's bdae tdaes.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GURL XD
dreams c0me true yeah ~
h0pe uu nj0y ur dae ((:
nd receive l0ads uf pressie!.

Day 3
till then ..

JIAYOUs*
AZA AZA Fighting !! XD

2005-10-02T13:27:00.001+08:00

HEYohs.

Day 2

chattd with dexter(fr0st) nd seb.
HURs.
((: it's been l0ng, nd iim happy ehh ..
ydae aftern0on was damn di siao.
fr0st pasted t me zx sae ii ke aii.
zx pasted t me fr0st sae ii bcum chi0.
so STUPID can..
went in irc nd saw Wazi.
HURs, it's been l0ng since main is so n0isy.
kinda missd it XD

ydae c0nferenced in msn with j0anne nd b0ii.
HURs.
it was CRAPP; TOTAL crap.
we kept plaeing laa ..
YUPyupp, ii shant go into details.
gurl iim s0wii kaes.
ii jux tynk ydae ii was weird laa..
ii scared uu blame urself.
that's what iim w0rried 0nli.
if uu ner, then ii fang xin le..
s0wii kkaes.
please b fine ahh ..

chattd with seb.
p0or him siahs ..
((:
he's mine bestie!
YUPyupp. remember ur pr0mise t me! (:
HURs.
take cares bahhs.
(: we shud meet up soon!
kb0x? hahas. XD

b0ii c0rd nd we crappd til 4+
hung up le jiu went t sleep.
0ur chat reali no meaning siahs ..
is ji tao ALL CRAPs.
HURs.
but it's n0rmal uf us laa .
HOHOs x=
b0ii said 18 nd 2o he got exams.
so decided t meet him after his exams baa ((:

j0y;
alth0ugh uu'r despair, but uu have me kaes!
next week ii'l spend tym with uu, as pr0mised.
((: we'l go sh0ppg ; slackg ..
p0or uu g0t cramps lyk me.
HEHs. x=
take cares bahh . cyahhs s0on
*mwahhs.
MISSes nd LOVE <3

n0w 0nline chattg, but 0nli with piggy.
piggy is melvin.
HOHOs.
nd ii realise ii noe him for lyk a year ii tynk.
or m0re than that.
HURs.
ner c0ntact with arthur le,
but stil in c0ntact with piggy. ((:
that's g0od laa .
piggy is crappy.
always make me laugh.
nd he's nice.
always when iim d0wn jiu will 0ffer t sae LAME j0kes.
if n0t will 0ffer t acc0mpany me chat.
NICE piggy ii'v g0t (:

lala~
shud b g0ing t cut mine hair, n0t sure th0ugh.
have been saeing ii want t cut mine hair,
but ii always din go.
hehes x=
m0n go j0gging with jf ii suppose.
YEAHs XD

ii felt ii so l0ve mineself nd n0t ydae..
but d feelg uf l0ving mineself r0cks.
nd it's gona increase (:
UH HUHs! XD

Day 2
till then ..

JIAYOUs*
AZA AZA Fighting!! (x

2005-10-01T12:23:00.000+08:00

YEAHs pepo.

tdaes shall b Day 1.
2weeks nd a few daes it shall b.
that means it will b til Day 18/19, around there.
d peri0d ii learn t l0ve mineself ..
t l0ve mineself bf0r ii l0ve ani0ne.
ii d0nt wana inflict ani pain or hurt on 0thers.
yupYUPP . THANKs f0r lettg me n0e this
when that dae arrives, it's D-Day.
till then ..
loads uf MISSes nd LOVE ((:

bl0gh0ppd a lil tdaes.

read joanne's BLOG.
hahas! gurl iiLOVEuu can.
feel h0n0ured ehh .. XD
glad t have uu as a fwen.
really. ((:
m so GLAD iim appreciated as a fwen yeah~
nd MOST IMPTLY,
some0ne uu can c0nfide in.
JIAYOUs* alrites?
remember .. iim jux 0ne sms/c0r away ((:
meet up some dae!
after ur exams baa ..
*mwahhs .

ydae conference on msn with nicole nd Jz.
we DAMN CRAPPd laa!
hahas.
but it was FUN ((x
hope we meet up REAL SOON!
YEAHs. kb0x!! XD

nich is g0na help me with mine new BLOGskin.
YEAHs! thank you XD
saw d skin he made f0r f0ngss..
NICE can!! tsktsk`
n0 w0nder JAVA get A. x=
seems abit n0 link th0ugh, nermind.
HEHs XD

iim startg t p0nder.
18 daes d0nt seem l0ng; it ain't sh0rt either.
h0pe iim able t get thru this.
nd ii jux h0pe n0thing changes or mayb f0r d betta (:
gona change mine dress sense!
PANTs PANTs nd MORE PANTs!
haha XD
not rid uf skirts, jux adding uf PANTs.
YUP (:
SHOPPG SPREE . iim g0na change!

JIAYOUs*
AZA AZA Fighting!! XD

Day 1
till then ..

2005-09-30T00:35:00.000+08:00

new BLOGskin; iim g0na make.

yup yupp.
iim t0o b0red at h0me.
been r0ttg nd gr0wg FATs.
HUR.
what a j0ke.

where's d ALLsmiles ME.
ii realise ii'v been is0lating mineself.
n0t g0ing 0uts nd all ..
even if pepo ask me 0uts.
DUHs.
ii dun0es why ..
many things b0thering me.
iim tynkg LOADs.
things c0ntradict themselves.
h0w m ii supp0se t judge what's right 0r wr0ng.

uu stil have mine trust nd ii believe uu..
but iim l0sing it alr.
where is d reas0n ii need?
d reas0n f0r me t turn baq whenever ii turn arnd.
ii'v g0t n0 idea ...

reminicising d past ..what's great b0ut d present?

2005-09-28T13:36:00.000+08:00

ii tynk ii must b mad.
wakie at 7+am..
0mg =.-x
with mine eyes all sw0llen ..
t0o much cryg ydae.
HUR

jux finishd watchg d sh0w.
DAMN NICE!! ((x
nicer than jile sh0w. hahas x=
s0 it's a MUST MUST watch sh0w alrites?
((:

n0 matter h0w l0ng d wait is,
ii'l keep 0n waitg..
iim hurt; veh hurt indeed.
but ii d0nt wana leave.
ii wana stand by uu ..
ii wana c0ntinue walkg t0wards ur directi0n.
bc0s ..
ii l0ve uu.

2005-09-28T01:25:00.000+08:00

HELLOs pepo.

r0ttd at h0me agains.
watchd Full H0use all d while..
cried f0r d wh0le damn dae, even f0r n0w ..
mine eyes sw0llen lyk f*
=.-s

ii was awaitg f0r n0ites .
but ...

HUR
nermind.
n0t a g0od n0ites, yupp.

2005-09-26T23:46:00.000+08:00

iim so ROTTG laa~
decided t bl0gg.

wakie earli in d m0rn laa!
1o+am .. tired can T.T
stupid l0hhs.
dun0es why laa, jux knew got pepo came t d0 d wind0w.
=.-x DUHs.
so ii jux stick t d tv f0r d WHOLE DAE.
lyk, iim jux switchg betwn a few chnls.
if there's n0 sh0w ii jux h0pe MTV has nice s0ngs.
HUR.
s0 that was r0ughly h0w mine dae g0es ..
at n0ites pesterd mum t g0 ntuc.
ii b0ught l0ads uf junk f0od!
hahas x= iim g0na gr0w fatter laa ~><
tsktsk`
n0t intendg t g0 0uts baa ..
it's b0ring 0uts nd at h0me.
s0 PATHETIC ._.x

slept f0r awhile jux n0w ..
but was feelg t0o full laa ~s0 wakie s0on after.
n0w 0nline nd r0ttg.
changed mine bl0gs0ng.
nd yaa, chattg with a few fwens.

aiya.
BO LIAOs
BOREDOM
SIANness
..

buaiis.

2005-09-26T01:05:00.000+08:00

mine lyfe is BORING, okay.
ii DONT LYK september!.
al0t uf pepo d0nt lyk september t0os, hur.

r0ttd at h0me f0r d wh0le dae.
x=
ii slept lyk s0me PIG laa ~
hoho.
slp ; 0nline ; tv ; eat.
ALAMAK* g0na get FAT!.

reali n0 idea what t bl0g.

2005-09-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

jux finish watchg 'Full House' .
so NICE!.
ii cried tw0 tyms laa ~s0 dumb ><`
h0ho. ((:
but veh nice baa ~ d st0ryline ii LYK! XD

tdaes did n0thing but slackg.
kip sms with j0anne.
watchd final fantasy agains ..
finish readg all mine c0mics T.T
OMG can!!
tml sure sian diao.
)):

n0thing t blog.
yup.
nitenite all ((:

2005-09-23T22:31:00.000+08:00

HELLOs pepo. ((:

went t t0wn tdaes with peii.
ii saw JEROME! hahas.
so QIAO* (x
her hair veh HK laa!!.
went t taka t get mine c0mics XD
pr0ceeded t heerens, w0kd arnd.
w0kd t plaza singg .. 0n d wae b0ught bubble tea
XD so nice can! hehs.
peii was so temptd by all d f0od =.-x
but st0ppd her fr0m buying ..ll0ls
went t PS w0kd arnd ~
g0 yamaha find la0 ban niang XD
EEKs. nd ii saw that xcess0ries manager..
EXDR =.-s bi shi t d CORE!.
went baq h0me s0on after ..

checkd mine exams results.
ii PASSD ALL uf mine m0dules XD
HUR.
so happy can!!.
yup yupp. but din reali sc0re well laa~
j0celyn sc0red quite well, as ii expectd!
((x nich aso n0t bad.
but every0ne pass jiu ha0s!! .. ((:

uu'l b 0kay uu d0nt need me, believe me, uu'l b fine..

2005-09-22T17:45:00.000+08:00

ii'v no wish t c0nfide in ani0ne.
ii d0nt even feel lyk saeing alr this tym.
thus, bl0ggie here iim.
tears did r0ll d0wn .. but ii din feel sadness
all ii felt was, LOST.

din n0e what t d0 .
what can ii d0 .
iim tired ..

ii'v t0t uf backing 0uts ..
but ii'v always sub-c0nsci0usly steppg ahead.
this tym, iim g0na try.
s0wii pepo ..ii n0e ii'v been saeing it
but ii ner reali did it .
iim n0t determined en0ugh ..
ii dun0es.

ii d0nt wish this t happen.
but this 0ver-whelming feelg sucks.
ii guess this is mine lyfe.
s0 l0ng ..

2005-09-22T00:17:00.000+08:00

BLEAHs.
went baq t bhss tdaes; SUCKY.
as usual, peii nd all was lates.
jiafeii handed me mine b0ok26.
when peii nd grace reachd,
we went int0 sk0ol nd waitd f0r sandii .
nich came al0ng but was n0t all0wd in.
c0s uf his attire nd hair? ..ii dun0es
sandii t0os . nd karads
we ate nd went uff t meet them at sk0ol gate.
pr0ceeded t NS(n0vena square).
slackd at l0ng j0hn while karads ate ..
nd he flaunting his digital camera =.-s
kip wantg t snap pics uf us ~what GROUP picture.
DUHs. EXDR`
went t US(united square) ..
wantd t get mine c0mics; t n0 avail.
sandi b0ught her 'BLEACH' c0mic.
went t p0pular nd it was, t0o, unavailable.
peii nida c0llect thingy s0 we headed t tpy.
slackd at m0s burger ..then went h0me

n0thing much actuali.
had a chat with f0ngss ..after readg her bl0gg
feelg veh gan kai nd sadded indeed .
what's bhind th0se w0rds said? ..truth or lies?
hu n0es? ..
it's so c0ntradictg; w0rds uu said, things uu'v d0ne.
did it match? did uu h0n0ur ur w0rds? did uu just lie ..
were we t0o c0ncernd 0r jux plain busyb0dy?
we may b fussg c0s we care ..
but 0n d 0ther hand, ii guess n0thing t fuss 0ver.
bc0s in d end tynkg all these ain't g0na help.
c0nfr0ntg, t0o, may n0t help.
misunderstandgs can 0ccur ..
diff p0int uf views can lead t dismay or quarrels.
nd it's n0t quite finishd yet ..
driftg apart will jux seem t 0ccur unkn0wingly.
w0uld uu then refuse t c0nfide in him/her since?
w0uld uu jux wash ur hands off that pers0n?
or .. w0uld uu c0nt but b fake?
SUCKY, ain't?
there's SO many questi0ns .. but ii shan't type it all 0uts.
lyk ii said bf0r, being n0nchalant s0metyms can b nice.
but that's jux SO human nature baa.
nd, jux h0w many pepo can b s0 n0nchalant?
HUR.

if th0se were lies?
what is, then, d truth?
w0uld uu b h0nest 0r c0ntinue with that lie.
..f0r d truth may b an ugly truth that lies beneath
h0w w0uld uu c0mprehand if uu realise it was all a lie?.
will things change? 0r will it remain ..
w0uld uu rather b lied t f0rever,
0r uu want that ugly truth..
hard t ch0ose, yeah? HUR.

2005-09-20T23:57:00.000+08:00

HELLOs pepo. (:

went j0gging with jiafeii tdaes.
then baq t mine hse nd watchd s0uthpark ..
s0 cutes laa! (x KENNY.
off she went nd ii r0ttd ..
finishd uff mine b0ok 23. XD
it's SO NICE laa ~
askd jiafeii t buy f0r me b0ok 26 ferst.
hur hur !. ((:
cant wait t finish mine 24 nd get b0ok25.

watchd Final Fantasy VII : Advent Children.
SO COOL!.
tifa; yuffie; cl0ud; reno; vincent; kadaj .. etc
tifa is LH! so PRETTY. nice eyes.
yuffie is SO CUTES.
cl0ud is COOL. his hair ROCKs!
reno has COOL hair c0l0ur (x
vincent is COOL t0os!. so LH
kadaj has NICE hair, but veh gurl th0ugh x=
hoho. ((:

nice dae tdaes.
tml b0ii g0t the0ry test.
jiay0us* ehh .. uu can do it d laa ~
hahas x= t0o LH le.
g0od luck!!
0h yah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINYEE (x
l0ve you.

2005-09-19T23:03:00.000+08:00

replies t taggy
j0anne; thanks gurl. uu'v been a great fwen. JIAYOUS* f0r studies 0kaes (: h0pe we can meet 0uts s0on!

nic0le; THANKS! uu'r always l0ved by me t0os.! XD

f0ngss; ii understand. XIE* lyk what nich sae, uu r able t noe what pepo r tynkg (: iiLOVE uu can! meet up s0on alrites?. h0pe uu can go this thurs t sent0sa! (x

j0celyn; gurl!! thanks f0r ur chewing gum XD hehs. l0ve 0uting with uu .. s0 FUN!

*MUACKIES t all XD!
-----------------------------------------------------
hellos pepo.

tiring dae tdaes ><~ went j0gging in d m0rn with jiafeii .. after thats g0ing t0wning with j0celyn nd sijie. but when we leaving d h0use, jiafeii f0und 0uts she l0st her wallet. DUHS! ii had t meet them lates. went baq 0ur running track t find; t n0 avail. made p0lice rep0rt nd all .. we kept w0king SO MUCH, tiring. she went baq h0me nd ii went t0wn . met up with sijie nd j0celyn at heerens. went t take ne0prints .. SO UGLY bleahs. went t DCP t see cl0thes; t n0 avail. we saw CHIOBU (: veh chi0 indeed. j0celyn veh excited laa .. ll0ls pr0ceeded t taka. ii was s0 damn hungry, b0ught sushi. went t ZARA t find d skirt; n0t in sight. pr0ceeded t kin0kuniya, searchd f0r mine c0mic. DONT HAVE BOOK21!! T.T s0 ii decided t skip it .. t0ok 22 nd s0 on ~
went c0ffee club t slack.
we had passi0n tea.
j0celyn had an extra mango m0ose cake ~
me nd j0celyn decided t head t PS.
sijie had t g0 ~
j0y b0ught her vcd at TS.
but mine b0ok21 stil cant b f0und T-T
nermind.. ii alr finishd b0ok 22 0n d wae h0me

yup yupp.
that's b0uts all f0r tdaes.
quite happening .. so tiring laa
tynk will have muscle ache =.-x
0kok, baq t mine c0mics!! ((:
buais.

2005-09-18T14:04:00.000+08:00

hellos pepo.
iim fine .. realli
ydae was jux a l0w peri0d baa (:
duhs.
feelg dumb laa .
cried f0r 45mins sia .. s0 l0ng
=.-x bleahs .
slept at 3 .. cry le feel veh tired
hur . ii l0ve this s0ngg
(:

replies t taggy;
sandi - EX leh uu .. =.-s

j0anne - thanks gurl (: iim fine . nermind b0uts ydae ..

j0y - faster c0me baq fr0m m'sia! hehs

2005-09-18T01:41:00.000+08:00

iim tearg.
iim sad.
but no one noes ..
ii nid some0ne, but where's that s0me0ne.

T_T

ii n0w m certain that iim actualli n0thing.
);

2005-09-17T21:28:00.000+08:00

watchd s0uthpark jux n0w,
nd ii learnt s0mething ..

it hurts d0ubly when uu g0t what uu want,
nd l0se it in d end .

s0 treasure what uu have.
acti0ns DEFINATELY speak l0uder than w0rds (:

2005-09-17T18:53:00.000+08:00

ain't a g0od dae.
ydae ain't a g0od n0ites.
ii c0uldn't get t slp..
r0ttd in bed f0r wh0le 2h0urs bf0r s0me0ne c0rd; nic0le.
thanks ((:
but s0wii, din t0k t uu c0s he c0rd.
bleahs .. iim so huai ren><~
nermind ..
ii c0uldn't slp after hanging up with b0ii still.
finalli managed t fall aslp arnd 8+am baa ..
budden ii wakie at 11 =.-x
hais.

iim s0 angry laa ..
this is s0 stupid =.-x
ii d0nt wish t g0 into details..

ydae d 2h0urs ii t0t b0uts l0ads.
iim sad laa .
ii'v n0thing actuali ..ii dun0es h0w t sae,
mayb iim jux paran0id.
ugh; FUCKit.

ii w0nderd why ii c0uldn't get t slp.
why ii cant b n0nchalant ..
ii guess ii cared t0o much.
(: hurs.
ii dun0es isit a g0od thing ehh ..
w0ndering what's b0ii d0ing nd is he aslp ..
tynkg b0uts fwens stuff ..
ii t0t b0uts LOADs.tried n0t t tynk but t n0 avail.
mine mp3 din help ..

ii t0t b0uts b0ii being s0 cutes.
tellg me that ii'd pang seh him if ii have mine c0mics.
askg me which 0ne is m0re impt, c0mics 0r him?
askg me which 0ne w0nt die w/o, c0mics 0r him?.
s0 dumb but s0 cutes.
dumb; c0s there's n0 c0mparis0n.
uf c0sh he's far m0re impt.
cutes; haas (: jiu shi so ke ai f0r him t ask.

it's g0od t have his c0mpani0n everyn0ites.
ii swear* it's SO great.
iim hapii t hear his v0ice ..everything`
but 0n d 0ther hand, iim scared t l0se this.
hurs.
ii w0nder if ever we din c0ntact, h0w will ii feel?
ii guess, LOST.
feel that s0mething is missing; ii'v l0st s0mething.
ii just s0 h0pe that dae ain't s0on.
he's far t0o impt .. (:
yups.

tdaes wakie le but ii c0uldn't g0 online.
so ii jux plaed mine mario ..
nd ii finali g0t c0mpleted w0rld 3.

h0ho! quite hapii baa ..
c0sh plaeing f0r quites l0ng le.
n0w iim in w0rld 4~!

but last stage ii died. =.-x

but ii g0t hi-sc0re laa ((:
hurs .

ii r0ttd at h0me agains; as usual.
watchg tv .. 0nline but idling c0s n0 one chattd with me .
duhs.
iima pathetic gurl.

ii jux realise, mayb ii ain't impt at all baa .

nd

happy is when uu feel l0ved,
but when uu'r sad; d hurt's d0uble.

it ain't great t care l0ads s0metyms.
0verly-paran0id sucks; makes uu pessimistic ..
mayb jux being n0nchalant s0metyms can b nice.
but d question is, h0w many can do that?
hurs (:

iim paran0id, 0verly. );

2005-09-16T13:57:00.000+08:00

hellos pepo.
ii'v been regularly updating mine dearie bl0g.
it's been s0 so b0ring ..
ii'v been r0ttg at h0me.
ll0ls ~h0w pathetic rytes ><`

ii'v been bl0gh0ppg ..
askg pepo t quickie update their p0sts.
c0sh iim t0o b0red laa!
nida read stuffs uu noe ..
ll0ls (x

d meetg with slackers is being p0stp0ned.
duhs.
dun0es g0ing kin0 maa ..
either chee ee g0 get f0r me,
0r sandi acc me ~
but as0 dun0es nehs.
ii jux wana faster get mine flame uf recca T.T
hurs.

2005-09-15T21:05:00.000+08:00

((: hellos pepo.
tdaes a n0rmal dae; b0ring as ever laa.
h0ho x=

r0ttd at h0me as usual.
h0ls is b0ring laa! T.T
ii tynk tml meetg up with slackers (x
h0ho . ii wana g0 kin0 nd get mine c0mic!
went t tpy tdaes t get it but t n0 avail .. T.T
then, ii was tynkg whether shud ii get narut0 ..
hahas x= nermind.

n0thing special baa.
tdaes b0ii veh earli jiu baq fr0m sk0ol le.
sent me 0ne stupid clipp uf he nd his fwen ..
saeing it's studi0us* but it's NOT!
hahas .. but veh cutes ((:

j0y editd it. (:

hurs. alrites, end uf p0st.
ii'v g0t n0thing t bl0g x=
h0ho ~buaiis pepo.

2005-09-14T16:41:00.000+08:00

aftern0on pepo.
iim bored laa ><~
ate n0thing since ii w0ke up.
was all d while 0nline nd all..
plaed mari0 ~ finally tried d last stage.
g0t 0ne part veh dim lehs ><`
or isit mine mari0 g0t bug? h0ho.

w0rld3 is cutes! starry w0rld!! sh0otg stars*

b0ii is slpg.
iim b0red n0w.
iim stil tynkg whether t g0 nd buy mine c0mics.
but ii tynk n0t.
=.-s iim t0o lazy ..
mayb tml bahhs ((x
bleahs.

d0ne a seven sistaz pic.
h0ho ((x l0ve it!

alrites. n0thing t bl0gg ..
buais pepo ((x

2005-09-13T22:46:00.000+08:00

came baq fr0m grandma h0use with l0ads uf pics!

lala`s ~
plaed mari0 nd chattd with fwens (x
b0ii went t wedding dinner.
h0ho ~ sure get all drunk d `tsk.

n0w, f0r d pics uf d 0ne fr0m CUTIES iinc; lennen.
h0ho! ((x nj0y ~

all smiles HIM (x

he tried t twiss! x= haas

he tried t eat himself; t n0 avail laa.
l0ok at d mess!! ><~

ke aii xD h0ho!

((: alrites . baq t chat then mari0!!
buaiis <3

2005-09-13T16:34:00.000+08:00

hoho.
pepo, iim back!
ii went t j0g despite being pang seh (x
thanks f0ngss!

t0ok s0me pics x=
hahas .. zi lian d w0 ~
lala`s (x

reddy face me man! nd all sweaty .. EWW ~><

h0ho. alrites ~
dirty me ><`
iim uff t bathe..

t jer0me;
lalas (:
uu'r SO SO SWEET nd NICE.
jiay0us* alrites ..
b determind. ((:
ur DEAR FRESHIE(me) will b there t supp0rt uu!
hahas xD

2005-09-13T14:38:00.000+08:00

afternoon peeps.
it's alr 2:39PM nd n0 0ne has reachd mine hse.
zzz ..
sandi!! ware's d 2:3oPM uu promised!
exdr . ugh
nermindd .. ii shall patiently waits

.
..
...

nd ii jux received sms fr0m peii sae,
dee is sick nd grace nida g0 OG.
=.-s wtf.
freakg irks0me . t0tal turnuff
mine CRASHdiet plan has been p0stp0ned TWICE
..
nermind . ii shall n0t t0k b0uts it

SANDI UU BETTA NORT FLOOD MINE TAGBOARD

2005-09-13T01:30:00.000+08:00

hellos pepo. ((:
hoho ~

din j0gg tdaes .. THANKS t sandii
h0ho.
she w0ke up lates!
came t mine h0use lates t0o ..
in d end we jux changed nd went t tpy.
when she came stil t0t we g0ing t j0gg =.-s
s0 pengg lehhs ..
h0ho ((x

met up with grace; chee ee; alex.
me nd dee went t buy cake f0r chee ee.
it's SO CUTES can.!
hahas.

pr0ceeded t sakae sushi.
ate nd chattd laa ~
then we met this .. waiter =.-s
his perfume smell is SO STRONG.
DAMN eeks; ii reck0nd that it's CK d brand perfume.
t0o 0ver-whelming .. plus his sweat nd all
eww ~ ><
d wae alex describe it; LOL.
haas xD

we pr0ceeded t arcade.
chee ee nd alex plaed ..

damn ha0 xiao laa they tw0 ~
h0ho ((x
after thats jiu went h0me le.

sandii nd grace came t mine h0use; plaed mari0.
hahas .
recent craze; mari0.

sandii used mine f0ne t act cutes,
stil set d pics as wallpaper.
iim so g0na upl0ad d pics x=
hahas ~ t0o badd sandi ..

ii tynk iim g0ing baq t mine c0mic craze.
finish mine flame uf recca ((:
h0ho! awaitg ..

tml g0ing j0gging with sandii nd mayb grace baa
h0ho! sandi d0nt slp lates!!
llols (x

alrites.
0n f0ne with b0ii n0w ..
dun0es what clips he watchg.
but s0me quite farni laa ~
h0ho ((:
g0 t0k t him le .
buaiis (x

2005-09-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

entertain.

it ain't d ryte w0rd t use.
c0s what ii want is YOU*
uu; ur c0mpani0n.
b0ii; sky; jin an; hands0me k0h; xiao shuai ge ..
get it maa? ((:
even if we on f0ne nth t t0k.
able t sense ur presence; iim hapii.

ii jux want t see uu hapii.
ydae uu cry ii aso wana cry le ..
but ii cant; lyk so dumb.
((: stay hapii baa.

d dae ii sae d 3 w0rds, will c0me.
ii dun0es when .. but ii n0e it will c0me
await 0kaes?
h0ho x=

d0nt uu n0e, ii l0ve uu?

2005-09-11T14:34:00.000+08:00

hellos pepo.
-yawns- iim so tired.
slept so lates ydae ..
aniwae ii reck0nd sandi slept lates t0o.
chi0ng her mari0 game .. h0ho!

aniwae, ydae b0ii was sad; REALsad.
T.T p0or thingg.
ii was sad t0os.
c0sh iim unable t make him feel betta.
but nermind, at least his k0r did.
ii c0uld 0nli acc him nd hear his rants baa.
yupp . that's all ii can d0
jux felt kinda useless laa ..
ii dun0es. at least ii acc0mpanied him ..
ii felt betta ~
actuali ii did fell aslp laa .
but ii w0ke up arnd 4+ c0sh ii was w0rried.
he said he'd c0r but he din =.-s
nermind; at least he's fine.
initially his mum d0nt all0w him t g0 ..
cant have late n0ites 0ut; t b safe than s0rry.
he was sad laa . c0rd me nd all
agains, ii c0uld onli help by listening t his rant.
nth m0re ii c0uld d0 laa .
in d end he decided t g0 send his fwen uff baa ~
all in all is lydats .
he was sad; having 0ne uf his cl0sest fwen leave.
but that's lyfe baa .
ii dun0es ..

reck0nd thats tdaes iim g0na r0t at h0me.
stil deciding wart t d0 ..
saw jer0me's new friendster pr0file.
SO SWEET! (:
yup. hoho .. g0od luck t her
hmm, n0thing much le baa ..
h0ho ..buais*

2005-09-11T01:14:00.000+08:00

hohos. ((:
iim here t blogg..
slackd arnd with peiis nd dee.
went arnd t0wn t sh0pp f0r peii's thingy.
then we went taka; ii rmbrd nic0le said she'l b there.

ii had mine iceCREAM (x
haagendaz! h0ho ..
YUMMY!! so l0ving it 0kaess ((:

ch0c0late c0okies ..
sandi had it t0os; ch0c0late ch0colate chip.
peii had her jack'n'jill p0tat0 chips.
FATTENING!! ll0ls.
alrites, heckd.
met up with nic0le nd Jz f0r a lil' while.
h0ho .. ((:
then went 0ff baa ~

peii insistd 0n g0ing t sim lim al0ne;
when she dun0es d wae?
wth . ask cha0po in d end cha0po aso dunoes
hahas * s0 ha0 xiao
sandii acc peii nd ii went h0me.

h0ho (:
nth much baa.
nd that stupid y0nghe!
st0p insisting iim n0rt fat.
bc0s ii m okaes.
nd aniwae ~ uu ner see me real lyfe so uu dunoes.
iim SO GONA DIET !!
planning t g0 j0gg with sandi regularly.
yay! jiay0us jiay0us xD

2005-09-10T14:51:00.000+08:00

b0ring dae ..
ydae n0ites was a t0rture.
feelg s0 sad uh =.-s
kip havg d feelg t cut mineself; but ii din.
(:
dun0es why iim feelg s0 d0wn.

piggy is SO nice.
uf c0sh, mine piggy maa ..
h0ho x=
he said, uffline le sms me.
c0s see iim lyk s0 d0wn nd b0red.
SO NICE RYTE .. *-*
h0ho ((x
nd he veh lame naa ..
make me luff til peng* h0ho.
((: thanks piggy~

b0ii c0rd baa.
t0kd awhile then he g0 slp le.
ii slept quites late ii tynk; cant rmbr.
was jux br0wsing thru mine f0ne nd all ..
hur ~ damn b0red.

kkaes, iim g0ing 0uts s0on.
with peiis nd sandii.
rmbrd nida get pressie ..
=.-s yupp.

buais.

2005-09-10T00:07:00.000+08:00

hellos pepo.
iim bored; so iim here t bl0g (:

r0ttd at h0me f0r d wh0le damn dae.
=.-s PLAIN BOREDOM ..

all ii did tdaes was
slack; tv; eat; 0nline.
IIM SO GONA GROW FAT T.T
bleahs.

yay. b0ii c0rd me a princess.
princess adels!
h0ho (:

c0mes d self-0bsessi0n when iim b0red.
s0 .. uh huhs (x